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2011-05-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

If only I have my license! I could drive to school and save my 30 minutes waiting time.

I'm currently waiting for my test, it's another few weeks to my TP test.

Let's hope I got through.

And when I already passed my test I will go around searching for any garage that offers tuning up services. My car need some boost!

But before that, she needs some paint job. Make it a bit more elegant and classy before I alter the spark plugs.

This is what I've been looking forward and I can't wait.

Engraved in my memories.

2011-05-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

I wonder how they could fall for each other. After all, love is blind, it comes naturally I supposed. Sakinah, one of my two lovely sisters. She met Wayne in SIM University few years back. She's not even in the school where Wayne was and I got no idea how they became friends, she refuse to tell me when I was very eager to know. All I know is that Wayne is from Shanghai, yes, Shanghainese. His dialect is way more confusing than Mandarin! Since my sister knew him, all I only hear from my sister when I call her from home is "Im with Wayne and Ill call you back later". That also means, she will literally call me at the house door a few hours later. There must be something she's hiding from me... Im so going to find out.

2011-01-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

This is why I love Longboarding.

Q: When did you start Longboarding?
A: In mid-August 2010. I start trying on Sector 9's, my old mate's Longboard.

Q: What made you try on Longboarding? Why do you pick up the sport? Compared to bicycles, roller skates and skatebords.
A: I find it exciting compared to bicycles, skates, etc... because Longboarding is far much more challenging than the others and portable. Besides downhill, carving, sliding, it also have speed that practically can bring me anywhere. You can't get your mountain bikes in the train. With Longboard, is like all in one with a little bit of pros and cons.

Q: How long have you tried Longboarding?
A: I started to try in October 2010 (My friend's Longboard) until I got my own Longboard in November 2010. 1 month?
Or 4 months (till present, January)

Q: How different is Longboard compared to it's cousin, skating?
A: Longboard may not have many stunts than skateboarding, but it dominates the speed it produces than skateboards. More luxurious and stable, easy to control. Skateboards have their own skate parks to try out stunts, flipping boards over and over while Longboard, it involves nature. They're suitable in straight roads, hills and less effort to be done especially going downhill. Longboard is far more extreme than skating due to it's maximum speed (83mph or 134km/h) which is faster than average traveling motorists. At this stage, full anticipate is required, We might get our bodies slide on tarmac. Skateboards are much more cheaper and easy to handle, they are lighter than most common Longboards, they give extra amazing attention to public with their stunts and skills. On the other hand, Longboard is mostly sliding on the ground without any flips especially in high speed. It may not be seen on the streets, Longboarders have to go to a proper terrain to fully make use the capabilities of Longbaords. Furthermore, Longboard takes a longer time to have basics skills, such as Foot Brakes, sliding to stop (emergency brake) and also, it requires you to have the skill to throw ourselves when anything happened, you don't want to roll and kiss the tarmac every oscillation. Safety gear is a must for this sport if you tend to make amends in skills and knowledge in the future.

Q: How did you pick up the sport? Was it through a friend?
A: My friends have been playing it decades ago while I just sit and walk, stunned by their speeds. I find it uninteresting as it is just straights and no stunts, though they're might be a little but it is not that eye catching. I thought skateboard would be much more fun. Until a few weeks later, more of my friend bought them and try them out. I wonder why. I also try on it if they were off to the nearest Teh Tarik. It is still not that fun. I'm obsessed and try to figure out why are they Longboarders exists? I got home and watch YouTube, I even Wiki it. It slowly help me to understand the tradition of this sport and miraculously, I eventually bought one for myself. So I would say I pick this sport through my friend with a little help of my research. xD

Q: Has Longboarding change your life?
A: So far as beginner as I Longboard for less than 6 months, Longboard has change my routine with my friends, we now don't slack at ONE place and spend the time talking nonsense. We actually travel a lot. From the start we cruise from block to block, street to street and now, town to town. We explore places that a Longboard would go fine. Mostly on hills. Recently, me and my other three friends went to Pepys Road, the place where Lt. Adnan fought Yamashita in February, we walk up and eventually visit the war memorial at Bukit Chandu, which is Singapore's darkest year. We learnt a lot. We eventually spent most of our time reading histories, walking through parks than Longboarding. Until we have nothing else to do, home is our next thing that came in mind, so we sped downhill until we reach the lower banks. Phewh, that's tiring. We don't even have to paddle, we foot brake. Damn I new shoes. So far, we have never done this before.

Q: What do you think of Longboarding? What is it to you?
A: It is a new medium to gain our bonds among friends, we share common passion and exchange traits. It is a life changing to me in terms of adventures with sports. Longboard has become one priority in my life. It is my new companion when I'm lonely and stress. It helped me a lot. I started to feel healthy already, oh please.

Q: Has Longboard improved your lifestyle? How? In terms of health?
A: I regain my regular sleeping hours after movies trough out the night. So I technically have a sufficient sleeping hours in ante-meridium (A.M). As all the day I did is full with physical work and perspire until fatigue. It is kinda healthy I bet, I burn my fats at last. Well not until I stop smoking.

Q: On the scale of 1 to 10. How do you rate Longboarding overall.
A: I must say 8/10. Longboard is very risky and it is the one of the extreme sports, it is related to snowboard just with wheels contacting with tarmac. Well, if safety is always kept in mind, it should be okay but no guarantee. Anything can happened. Have the extra caution and know your route when skating at high speed.

Q: Do you think Singapore would be supportive of the sport?
A: With constant officials organising events, Singapore would support this sport as it is one of the extreme sport, Singapore could provide every membership a HELLMET. OHHYEAH. xD

Questions are base on Singapore Speed Movement administrator with the aid of a student doing his school project which affect his final year. I choose to share this also to my fellow readers to have a picture in Longboarding. Safety to be advised. Respect our sport, value our lives.

2011-01-19T07:41:00.002+08:00

No need tittle, go read. xD

All you need is a laptop and a keyboard skin. You can get the keyboard skin or protector for your computer. It is just a thin silicon that covers the whole keyboard to avoid water if you spilled your coffee during rush hours, that's the main purpose they mass produce it. Or if you're obsessed enough, you can get a small transparent sticker for each of every 25 letters and don't forget the number pads or num pads.

It may be fun to know what your friends doing. If you have the silicon already you might want to wash it off and let it be clear meaning no thumb prints. You might also want to unset your password to log in to avoid interruptions and mess. You'll know what I mean later on.

Act normal, do what you supposed to do with your friend, talk to them It is best if you site opposite to him. Surf the net, and make sure you save all your passwords on Facebook, Twitter, Myspace and MSN so that you won't touch the keyboard. When you're bored or come on, just act like on. Offer him or her to use your computer and say something like 'You might wanna check your Facebook or something' and switch your seat next to him or her, sit beside them...

1) Carefully watch what the user ID is...
2) ...and on which site
Step three is going to take a little challenge, your friend may not be familiar with your keyboard so they tend to type it while looking at the keyboard.
While he or she's typing...
3) Count the letters... while he or she types. (e.g ***********) This case it is 11. Count as he or she is typing
4) Tap your finger fast to any letter or number when he or she's about to press enter, or click 'Log In'. It is best to just tell 'Oh btw, my enter button doesn't work' So you might want to click it'. This allows you to have your time to tap your finger to any letter and make sure you press only one letter. So it will become 12 letters. And He or she might want to re-write.
There's other ways to it, you can press backspace or delete but make sure you know how many characters the password is. So he or she will type again.
5) This time, stand by your palm on the mouse, and aim the cursor to any blank page that can type, like the address bar. So when he or she types again, this time he or she could type faster as they quite used to the keyboard already earlier. When he or she starts to type, grab that mouse as their fingers is busy typing and click on the address bar, so it will not appear as PINS, it appears as LETTERS.
Example: ***handso , this is only 9 characters. You dont know 3 letters, and missing of two letters. There, you're half way through, your friend might go 'Whattheheck?!' Dont worry, just laugh over it and joke around. Now you know the three letter is already printed on the silicon. The letter H, A, N, D, S and O is out.
6) Now let them type without you bothering at ALL.

Now all the thumb prints are there. You got 5 unknown letter. Come on, your friends must be some cute little teeny that put their password that exists in the dictionary.
When you let him or her complete their log in after the 6 steps, act fast... Switch back to your real seat, which is opposite, facing each other.
7) and try say this 'Wait I forgot something...' Grab the notebook and hurry turn it around and take the silicon out... Make sure he or she don't type any further. ACT FAST.

And there you go. Now go home place the silicon under the light (UV - CHEAP LAH GO FIND) and experiment it. ;D Goodluck.

BUT what if there's a repeat letter.
Ok lets say you only found 9 thumbprints. But the password was 11 characters...
and you already know H, A, N, D, S, O... And there's only four 4 letters that you already discovered under a light. six plus three doesnt equals to 9. and you only found the letter 'I', 'M' and 'E'. In this case, there's two letters duplication. Or one letter that repeat four times.

Now, this is Trial and error. First, think some words that a dictionary exists.
List it down like this;

You know that there are three letters before 'HANDSO'. And two letter after 'HANDSO'
So list it down with your brain.

Example:

***HANDSO** and the letters you discovered is I, M and E

IME HANDSO ES - Dont list like this, no one's want to remember their password as IMEHANDOES. (???)
DEM HANDSO ME - List down that can be pronounced, think of dictionary words.
AAM HANDSO ME - Close.
IAM HANDSO ME - And it is, I AM HANDSOME. Make sense?

Space out to separate the unknown letters to avoid confusion. Of course, there is no space in passwords.

Good luck. LOL.
Quite long huh, but it is kinda decent way.
Their password length is the difficulty of your experiment.
Oh gosh, you might want to do this if you're being a spy. OR OBSESSED. IDK.

The POINT IS, people would do anything to get something from you, so change your password to something challenging like '393MkmS470' HARD?
Not for me because, 393 is my block number, and MkmS is the initial for Muhammad Kamil Mohd Sharip and I make the first and the last letter caps. And 470 is my door number.

In a way, Im teaching you something bad,
In a way, there's such people exists,
In a way, you might wanna change your password.
In a way, you would want to remove the silicon when using your friend's laptop. LOL.

K MY POINT IS, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR SOCIAL PROFILE. BECAUSE I USED TO DO THIS.
UNTILL NOW ACTUALLY, SO BEWARE. HAHAHAHA.

Threatening right? RIGHT?! So change password lah. Tough one.

2011-01-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

Presently/Recently (Expectations)

Our attitude plays a role in living life. We lively people have extra-ordinary hopes and expectations. We work on it, fight for it and the outcome shows a slight fate. There's no guarantee what we going to get but as long as we believe, god's will, it will be worth than any other, maybe not today but some other time. Control and roll. Let them be high goals, at the same time look for blind spots.

I recently face breakdown, terrible. My expectations went too high when the outcome really shows that I'm not fit enough. Have to be extra careful the next time, have to identify and note wether what the effort is enough or not. The moment I see what I've done, many things came in my mind. Parents, friends, future and stuffs. That's what I get when I don't 'control and roll'. I just sped and didn't look what is left behind.
Blunder.

It takes time to build a proper mind set to expect on any aspect carefully. I regret. For a slight moment. I should have do more work. I felt that the efforts is enough, but I'm wrong. But what ever it is, I wish to continue and let my dream in 2010 dies there. Time for new dream, new realm. I want to be fulfilled and accomplished something I've never had.

This time round, I want to make my expectations go fairly well and carefully pick what Im going to do and check for blinds spots. I want to let my brain think more than before. With the support of the only one and all people around me, even acquaintance.

I feel like deleting my blog because it is so SAD, I remember when I first have my blog, my sister said 'Nanti english bagus. Boleh practice, Cuba lah.' I was 7. And I have a blog. Not this URL. I think it is alteregoedited.blogspot, I forgot. As I'm typing, Im embarrassed towards myself. What is worse than a hyphen? But I choose not to, because I love to blog. Me and my dad, we communicate in English from the time I can talk, he said 'English is everything.' This is just so sad.

That is why my expectation is so high, I thought I could... Too bad...
I believe there's something else for me. I don't know what and how, but I believe it I can.
*sigh*

2010-12-30T10:07:00.002+08:00

Deal with your own way. (Self-initiate)

In this volume, I am not writing on how to jog, maintain healthy diet and dental issues, everyone knows what we should do to stay fit and healthy. The mind is the main thing that violates our hope and happiness whenever we face an unexpected and worse far more beyond our expectations. We humans have a basic algorithms when we saw what is not right. When mostly time that cures, where in fact that the matter is still not over yet. We may forget what is it but when it happens again, we tend to shut our mind and bodies to do anything with it. So is time really cures? Well the answer is, within the time, we think about other things and keep thinking. Therefore, it overlaps the strained issue we had which it is actually still there. Unless our delete tool is working well.

An adversity can burst from various ways, let's take the usual which make us go down. THE EXPECTATION, partly the root of all cause of adversity generally. Obviously we wouldn't want to see or to possess which aren't desirable. We expect too much things and when it didn't appear we're nothing but throwing tantrums. It makes sense that of all we want, we should acknowledge to the party that we expect from, with clear annotations and direct message we might probably have what we expect. We should not predict and hope, reading prayers to let the thing pop-up without any medium to it. We have to initiate and don't make our expectations too high, there is an order for everything so do this. Let me give a direct example. Lily was searching for a new washing machine for his husband at the nearest electronics retailer and she found her desired model. Lily then had an agreement of installment payment method and receive receipts and documents to ensure that the machine works perfectly and also to confirm that Lily is able to pay without fail trough out the contract with her monthly banking and wages printed in a copy of a paper. With a clear start, Lily and the electronic retailer had a great relationship, with all the detailed documents traded. Same goes in adversity, we don't expect that the washing machine will work perfectly like we wanted to when we didn't receive any introduction and basic handling to that machine. Of course, moms get mad when the laundry stinks. In this case, both has to play a part. On the other hand, what if a rich and arrogant costumer bought the machine, well he too receive good service, he was told how to handle and operate. Unfortunately, he was not interested to listen to the salesman and pose dominantly. He signs and walk off. What do you think will happened? "BUT HE SAID IT IS NUMBER ONE BRAND!" Oh pity, no point if it is a high-end product when you don't know how to handle and maintain it and now he had a huge argument with her wife over a spoilt washing machine just after 3 months getting it. Pathetic.

So there was two situations I stressed on. A simple example to understand. In reality, that may happened but let's be a bit specific. We told each other clearly and we both acknowledge each other that we understand what each of us expect so we fled with fulfilled heart, according to Lily's case. On the other hand, we simply take it as mere word and we simply do not care because of one, we do not care at all. Two, we trust the person and know that he'll not let us down. If you have option one, it is better to make things done and give the energy for relationships to last probably nothing to discuss about as it is already perfect for both parties to trade agreements. Option two is far more worst, we do not want to put too much hope because you might spill it. Although we know that the retailer or the person never make us down, we can't expect that there won't be any blunder or mess is going to happened because there's a phrase says, 'Things happened' and 'Safety first' you commonly heard that on the road. It applies to every aspect actually. The act of option two is not a satisfaction, we expect too much and when the time comes, there's a bomb in your heart. Also, the retailer or the person can't help much as he already done his job by providing clear information. So who's fault?

The point is, let us together make each other know what we want and do not be arrogant by nodding your head arrogantly and show no interest. Tell that either you already have the satisfaction or not to improve communication and focus on it so you shall not miss any details. Listen carefully and read carefully if any. Don't sit and hope that 'Nah, he should know'. NO HE DON'T, after you tell. Have that initiation to let the person knows what deals are we talking about and be sure what we say and what we here, we do not want ourselves to be disappointed due to miss-communication and undelivered communication. Good luck.

2010-10-28T03:26:00.000+08:00

Random bites.

...(continues from Twitter)

"Berlime

Thats what we say Taubat/Insaf."

For who lives with problems, he who God have faith in him.

So much trust that He dares to make it visible for us.

Problems are time we people escalating to success.

No people live's at the highest top of a mountain.

Complexity eventually make things simple.

Simple things are obtain from raging brain storm (Complex).

Cars are complex, but it brings you miles away. Easy?

Simple?

So it is SIMPLE to get into heaven.

Pioneers work hard to replace fuel.

To have carbon-free motor cars.

Once formula mastered.

Mass production is then in place.

It is too SIMPLE to get everything you want.

People can have EVERYTHING what they want.

When comes to mistakes, hope deflates.

Time regain hope.

1000 mistakes are just 1000 ways that people know it doesn't work - Thomas Edison.

When the solution is simple, god is answering. - Albert Einstein

After 1000 mistakes.

A useless man is someone who can't handle small or big problems.

Anger and rage may be in himself.

Guide yourself and walk through fire without burning.

Ordinary man limits himself.

Extra-ordinary man may not have money.

Rich or poor aren't distinctions in life.

After all, Solat is really simple.

Insya'allah my dream to tell the world what I want to share came to reality one day. Im slowly gathering phrases and pieces and turn it into pages. Amin.

Why there are super-humans in this world? Why can't we be like one?

2010-10-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

Trapped by haze in years to come.

Recently South East Asia's tip is facing stretches of thick haze due to carbon molecules traveled by air current. From the source of deforestation caused by locals and governments for urban and economic purposes. Reports says that, "Records for PSI levels is decreasing after some region were drizzled." This issue was already at common sight for countries affected. Such hazardous atmosphere with high humidity may cause harm to residents affected. In health concern and global warming prospects, many measures have been suggested to the land lord that cause the mass decomposition of carbons. Official says. "Such measures made must not affect the rate of development." Governments who respond to this crucially paid double the horizon to the analysts and co-working cooperations to tackle and facilitate the discipline for clearing forests without jeopardizing the demands for markets.

Through the day, a small percentage of residential areas affected draws complaints to the opposed climate. Countries like Muar, Malaysia, suffer the highest PSI levels among the region. Children were prioritised for their health in schools. Campaigns to precaution safety were widely available. Dr. Ahmad Durahim, PKK, Pengarah Kementerian Kesihatan which is also as Director of Health Minister, said that we might not feel the pain caused by the haze but it is like a silent killer that penetrates our respiration systems slowly.

Some small areas like Muar, mostly places were highly affected encourage their residents to wear mouth masks by advertising through posters, televisions, radio, newspapers and magazines. There is a number of people who take this as a minor problems, these are smokers, villagers to clear of trash and others. This is are the people which the media wants attention to slow down the suffer we are facing. Mr. David Teo also suggest, "We need colours and actors to steal their attention..." Even though the media might not make an impact, he also added, "... at least they realised what we are facing and have the cooperation."

Coordinations by weather analysts to create artificial rain always stay focus when a hazy or high temperate situations comes to threatening million peoples. The high cost rainfall allows the hazy conditions to be slightly lower and also increase the rate for clearing the air. Mr. Hwa Joo Koon says, "Even if we are free from suffocating, there's years to come where we could not even picture how thick the haze is going to be."

Millions of dollars invested to overcome this issue to avoid worsts air impurities. We had enough with motor cars and industrial means that cause global warming and rose the Earth's temperature at a drastic rate.

Reported By,
Muhammad Kamil

HAHAHAHHA! Aku maen selit je name name doctor lah, ape la. Ni kalau Klua Newspaper Article. AHHH! Seram. I did this in 55minutes. Teruk eh. tsk.

Okay, in less then 12 hours. ENGLISH ENGLISH. GOOD LUCK BABES!

2010-10-21T22:58:00.001+08:00

Write a story about something terrible happened and eventually turns out to be a good gesture.

I wonder if I was the only one who doesn't feel the way that others feel. I'm left with a few minutes left for me to brush and polish all the knowledge and revisions that I have been fitting in my pink cushion-like thinking organ. I felt that I was the only human being in the world with no response, it must not be that my nervous system's dead or numb. All I can express is a gaping face I suggest.

A thunder rage right after I had a though of wether I will be able to overcome and complete it with high level of confidence. The momentum when the invalidator instructs. Heart thumping as it ever could. Fortunately, I have the faith to keep it calm and be present, dump all negative inner voices in my head.

'You may now start.' instructed Mr Loga. The worst feeling I ever had in such major examination as I lift my hand while folding my sleeve to pick up the pen and start writing my full name on the cover page. The first flip I made after I glance through the pages was magical. All of the sudden, the harassing in my thoughts were all gone. None threatens the eager to focus. I did it comfortably at a norm pace that allows me to analize the questions and ink my answers clearly and thoroughly. After all, first question was not that terrible to get over.

The second question I attempted which is question number one was a blunder. A mess that tangles my brain deflating my hope to achieve the victory sigh. It involves the use of beaker and pouring and candidates were advice to practice before writing the students' final actual records as the experiment surely needs training. On the attempt for the final procedure after pouring beakers of water , I literally smiled. My guts of having clean and accurate records is very strong, but I was wrong. The intimidating nervous systems came at the wrong time.

The whole apparatus for the experiment lose it's centre of gravity and tilted over the table. A situation that nobody in this world wants to experienced this. The hope to complete is zero. I was unable to think what could be done next. Some how, the thunder distracts me at the moment, 'You have 15 minutes left.' Mr Loga reminded to all of us. A positive distraction I should say, the energy suddenly rushed through my fingers to reset the apparatus and realised that the set-up just had a mere fall. No damage or unwanted events. The thunder claps away the threatening evil nerves.

My brains was thinking about nothing but the task to complete in a short yet ample time. The final step was done with the thoughts I had earlier with my guts. I seek for gratitude that I actually manage to complete the Science practical examination in a given time. Well, to succeed or to pass that particular session is another story, there might some mistakes made and irrelevant answers. After all, the feeling of completing it is worth the compensate to myself.

Amacam? Story ada baek? xD

I wrote that for 44 minutes and 43 seconds with the reference of dictionary, Malay to English. xD
Phewh, Im practicing my English paper this Monday. The essay above is actually true, eh no. Got one part I spiced a little drama. Betul2 bukan apparatus yang jatoh, beaker je yang jatoh. So, tak salah kan drama mama siket. Tpi serious, kancong giler bile beaker jatoh. "Beaker je kan?" DENGAN AIR DOK. AIR! Hahahhaha. Amcm drama gua? Hahaha.
Okay, all the best for those who's sitting for English paper this Monday. (:
Kalau edit2, stakat spelling je agknye. No HOLD-BACKSPACE. Or select all and cut. xD

2010-10-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Use our powers given.

Stress is a form of anxiety and discomfort stemming usually from lack of rest or constant high preassure situation. Many people, young or old suffer from varying degrees of stress. For adult, stress usually coms from work; either the workload is too heavy or the pressures and demands of the work is very great. For students, it comes from handling assignments academically often when major exams is around the corner.

For some of us who intellectually gifted to handle time and sort out schedule to fit all demands in a person. Therefore, such stable timing and order will give a person a guide and ample time to maneuver the due of a piece demanded. There might be tonnes of work to be done, but if a person is well prepared and ready to face the worthy restless time, he's a victory in his life.

There's this one case, a student from a local University, he asked for an Ustaz's help. 'Ya Ustaz, why teachers has always given us truckloads off assignments with a disgusting due date and I don't have much time left.' The Ustaz's replied instantaneously, 'It is how you handle your five prayers and how you handle yourself, after all, Solat is the greatest guide of all besides reading Qur'an.'

The decent student then realized that, everything is inter-related. He always picture himself doing the assignments is terribly a heavy task before he actually have the initial energy. Same goes to Solat, then he really poses a gesture in his part. With ablution, everything can be done.

Not to deny that sometimes stress really pisses us off as if, why it has to be like this. If we people trying to achieve something, isn't this what we deserve? We need such obstacles to pursue such dreams, and aren't we pursuing the highest limits? Training has always be our side to make great human beings, be at highest level of being. Face the though moments and keep the glory than we could ever imagine.

In my opinion and account of stress, it is just a time to prove ourselves how strong are we to walk through fire. Mislead and misinterpretation of such negative can lead to anger, rage or worst, violence and suicidal.

It is rather a constructive situation for we to fight, fight and fight ourselves.

Things are all start with a starter, starter requires very little amount of energy. We called it, initial energy.

2010-10-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

Have respect.

Woke up, shit it's 5a.m. and I'm very late. Only god knows how troublesome was it to go to school for only 2 hours, that's my journey to school! Don't talk about going back home.

The road's awesome here in my home area, sped through to be at the bus interchange on time.

(konon lambat, padehal darah muda bawak automobil) Thanks to JPJ upon making intensive and fast reply efforts to re-tar the small road. It actually make my corner a clean one. I hope to other's too. Oh dude, you got no idea how dangerous the hole was.

It was 0540 hours already and the queue was terrible, miraculously awed me seeing people right from the junction to the bus berth. That means, there's no chance the bus is gonna be odour friendly and it's definitely will cause a potential disgusting morning.

You guys are just lucky to have a first class public transport. You can't compare the peak hours here; an earthquake. A bunch of rushing ants or rather dogs trying to go to work on time. No doubts, such behavior is acceptable, who wants to miss the bus anyways? Who wants to get fired just because of being late for straight seven days?

The thing is, selfish always come to place when people is rushing, some will just go berserk; not the noisy one but a violent one. They re-posture themselves to one 'supersaya' so it seems like there is no more space. Obese people have the advantage of bumping people away whoever went to his direction. Lucky huh? In a way. That's still acceptable. Gosh, he needs that space. You want him to rot in the bus suffocating?

For some cases, some people abuses other's rights and disrespect and inconsiderate. Let me give you a picture of how's the situation of how crowded it is.

"YOU CANT EVEN DIG YOUR NOSE" kinda situation. xD

There's one time. I like this Indian guy, he looks like Hulk Hogan, but the New Delhi CWG '10 version.

He was with her pregnant wife, it's a cool gesture to see at least there is still such very considerate and respectful people in this rushing work life. They showed some values towards his wife and to others too I hope. Unfortunately, this Hulky Hoogy guy is unable to get inside. The only space left is for the door to close. Everybody's eyes were gaping like there is a Zeus's Lightning Bolt. 'Oh gosh, she really needs Hindi guy' What, you want to help for her labour?

The thought of them inside trying to squeeze in doesn't seem loud enough for them to actually, come on 'give up the space for digging your nose to that Hulky.' If 10 men gave up, I bet that space would save her uneasy thoughts.

With his sad face, the Amma fella said, "Masuk sikit tak boleh ke? Semua orang mau pergi kerja, tolong lah. Sama-sama bantu" He begged with his deep bass voice strumming the tone that might make people feel a little bit of guilt, cooperation and respect. He actually make it work.

Give courtesy when ever you can, don't ever let your ego ticks like a bomb and burst yourself inside, rantings and complains, cursing won't make any better.

A little piece I want to share. Humans are surely a great and a gifted being. Aren't you one of them?

Come I blanja Coffee, because you made it till here. Thanks.

2010-10-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

Make criticisms work for you

Often, when we ask for critical comments, what we usually hope to get are compliments. Who wants to be criticised anyways? After all, criticisms always seem out to wound our pride and deflate our ego.
But are all criticisms malicious and biased? Should we simply block off these sharp remarks and pretend we have not heard them?
On the other hand, can criticisms be objective and constructive? Can criticisms really help us to improve? How should we react when we are criticised?
When our pride has been bruised, is it not easy to look at things from an unbiased view point.
When ever we find ourselves the target of someone's penetrating remarks, we get sore and the slightest provocation can easily spark off a rage. We become hypersensitive and suspicious and often we start to shut ourselves off from any further comments even if these are actually well-meaning.
After our self-steem has taken a beating, we start to react impulsively to every word and every nuance. If we lose control over our feelings and allow our frustration to be released uncurbed, we can only make the situation worse. Hasty reactions seldom help to remedy the situation. If anything, it will merely worsen things and show that we are unable to accept advice graciously.
Are you getting the most out of criticisms? How can you make criticisms work for you?

Ponder over it
In order to benefit from other people's assessments, pause for a moment and ecamine the cricisms objectively. Be careful though, for being receptive to criticisms does not mean simply smiling in agreement. You must learn to identify those criticisms which can actually help you to improve and those which cannot.
Not all criticisms are unkind, unjustified words from someone out to hurt you. Some people are just not very tactful and their good intentions can easily be mistaken for nastiness. Their comments may very well be sincere and legitimate, so do not brush this aside.
On the other hand, you should be wary of those who seem overly confident and ever willing to offer their supposedly worthwhile observations. Most of these very eloquent critics have very little constructive suggestions to offer. Comments that are cleverly worded are not always useful ones. Some are the result of mere sarcasm, meant to discredit and intimidate you. Your best response will be to ignore them.

Control your temper
Sometimes when someone has, deliberately or not, belittled your efforts and hurt your feelings, it is very difficult to keep your temper under control. But nothing will be gained from launching an immediate counter-attack.
Instead of lashing out in a moments' anger, give yourself time to cool down. When you are sufficiently calm, think over the remarks. Are they well-founded? Decide for yourself if they are reasonable and helpful. Look at the situation with an unjaundiced eye. Remind yourself not to get too sensitive and overwrought. Do not shut your mind off by setting up a defensive barrier.

Act on the fair criticisms
Once you have decided that a particular criticisms is constructive, the next step is to accept it with a positive attitude and do something about it. A constructive criticisms will only be helpful if you act on it. Consider the things you will gain and think over how you should work to get them. Make extra efforts to improve.
It would also be a nice gesture on your part if you take the trouble to express your appreciation to the critic. This basic courtesy not only reflects maturity of character, but also your sense of responsibility. At the same time, it can help establish a rapport between you and your critic, leading to a deeper and more trusting relationship. Show that you have taken heed of the recommendations and that you intend to find ways to remedy your errors or overcome your weakness.

Ignore the unjust criticisms
If, after careful consideration, you are quite certain about a comment has been lashed out in spite and malice, just ignore it.
YOu can toss and turn in bed or tear out in your hair in desperation over some harsh remarks, but nothing is going to change. No one except yourself will be any worse off, so stop torturing yourself. Do not lose sleep because someone was sarcastic and mean. If someone is out to hurt your feelings, the defence is to disregard the harsh and unthinking comments. Why make life hard for yourself just beacuse of someone else's insensitivity? Sometimes, irresponsible comments are made on the spur of the moment. While these may hurt, they are usually harmless. Do not take them too seriously. If they prove to just petty grievances, do not upset yourself over them.
And do not be too hard on the culprit. Unkind things are often uttered in anger. Everybody does it one time or other. Forgive and forget and be a happier person.

Ask for explanation
If you think that certain criticisms are biased or unjustified, do not simply attack the other part in an aggressive manner or cry on your sleep thinking every sleepless nights. Instead of getting abusive and hurtful, adopt a diplomatic tone. Ask for an explanation if there are any comments that you are uncertain about. You should of course keep an open mind. Do not bump into conclusions so fast and ruin your own life.

Use humour
Careless comments can sometimes turn a friendly dialogue into a heated and touchy debate. Under such highly charged setting, it is only natural that you act impulsively. Hostility and antagonism start to set in and this can eventually turn into an ugly situation.
Instead of exploding in fury at being made the target of insulting remarks, it will save everyone the discomfort and agitation caused by a full-blown verbal battle if you just use a little humour.
Ignore the offending remarks. Learn to laugh away the mean words and unfair comments. Sprinkle some humour over the tense atmosphere.

Show your confidence
If you frequently display and aversion for criticisms, others will soon become reluctant to offer any constrictive criticism or advice. THis means you will not have to be subjected to the agony of taunting and often biased accusations, but you will also be forfeiting yourself of possibly beneficial and well-meaning observations. Instead of honest opinions, others may resort to the flattery and false praise they feel you desire.
Words may inflict hurting and shameful wounds on your pride, but if they are will-intentioned and offer helpful advice, they certainly deserve your attention.
Whether you can actually gain from them depends entirely on your attitude and on how you respond to them.

2010-07-11T05:59:00.008+08:00

I would love to share this story to all of you. It is something about challenges in life where you face tough decisions and the choice you made is final. What would you do? Let's start.

Present - (1/8)

6:45 a.m
Simon: Okay dear, im off to work.
Wati: Take care of yourself. Ill be fetching you.

Isn't great when a wife soothes and make her husband feel the love and feel useful everyday?
Simon and Wati, they've been together for one year. Their marriage is sweet and abundant with love and caring. They settled in Malaysia since Singapore taxes and bills is way higher, so they chose to pay bills in ringgits.

Simon is polite, charming, his background makes him a good husband and soon, a father. Simon work as an Engineer in Singapore, so he have to go back home in Malaysia back to back every working day. His pay is very sufficient to support and maintain a simple lifestyle standards. He's committed to take very good care to his wife that have always been the queen for Simon's heart.

Wati, Simon's beautiful wife. Her smile really cool down Simon's stressfulness when he comes home from work. Though Wati's background is quite disappointing, she is lucky to have a husband that take care of her prayers and to be a good Muslimah.

2:30 p.m
Wati: Im in Singapore already, will see you soon.
Simon: Oh dear, I think I can't make it in time, there is still a lot to do as Im responsible for it. It dues tonight.
Wati: What should I do now?
Simon: It's best if you go to your mom's house first then you can come and fetch once Im done.
Wati: Awwwh, alright then. Text me, so I can make a move.
Simon: Im sorry. See you later. :D

Wati is sad as it is hard for herself to fetch Simon from work as she have a house choirs to be done. So as she arrived Singapore, she headed to her mom's house at Chua Chu Kang, not far from Simon's work place before she could fetch Simon up. Time is already 8:00p.m, the time when Simon's should be on his way home, but since he is working over time. He would probably end 10:00p.m or later. It is fine for Wati this time. Usually, Wati didn't wait for Simon to finish work. It had been the third time in their marriage Wati is fetching Simon from work. Though it is unusual and strange for Simon, he feels grateful enough to have someone fetching him especially his dearest wife.

But what bothers in Simon's head. Why would she be in Singapore too early? Simon's work ends at 7:45p.m well it is 10:00p.m or later this time and Wati's already in Singapore at 2:30pm? It always slips Simon's mind to ask why did Wati came in too early when she text at 2:30p.m, as he had no time to have a look on his phone after his lunch break.

To be continued... (1/8)

Love like there's no tomorrow - Wati

#She once said that. Simon agreed with a blooming smile.

One week before Simon and Wati moved into Malaysia - (2/8)

Fred: Wati?
Wati: Yeah? Wait, is this...
Fred: Whoa! You've grown!

Fred, a friend of Wati. They both know each other since secondary school. Wati bumped into Fred in a coffee shop near her mom's area. It's been years, Wati didn't meet any of her secondary school friends after graduation; until now. So Fred was the first long lost friend found.

Oh they do have histories in secondary school times. Wati screw the relationship with him, because she bumped into conclusion so fast and fall for rumors which is actually not who Fred was. In other words, Fred was dumped, ignored.

Fred is now waiting for the approval from some university in Canada. He's brilliant, incomparable.
Fred have a small intention to make Wati feel regret big time of she dumping him. Look at Fred right now.
Too late Wati, you're married.
But they didn't talk about the past even though their heads is totally thinking about the past.

Fred: I could hang out at your home one day since I got a lot of free time.
Wati: Oh sure, home is just nice for visitors.
Fred: Great! Been waiting for this.
Wati: So do I...

So they exchange phone numbers as their conversation goes on.

Let's see now. What is in Wati's mind? She's married and yet she treat Fred as if she's not. Plus, Wati didn't even told Fred that she's married. Wati is filled with her past. She probably try to get Fred back. Who she really loves? Simon? If yes, she should have told Fred EVERYTHING. But no, Wati did not.

Because I don't know how to arrange my story line... (2/8)

One week before Simon and Wati moved to Malaysia; Second Part, kantoi. (3/8)

Meanwhile, Simon is busy looking for a suitable job for his career. As he loves to develop new creations out of his talented peace of work, that kind of job is hard to surf through.

Simon: Be at aunt's house tonight..
Wati: Oh dear, I choose to stay with mom...

That conversation is repeated quite frequently. Wati is tired to go to her aunt's house before getting a proper house in Malaysia, so she chose to stay with her mom; as her reason. Simon, started to smell something fishy, this time it's a real feeling that makes him uneasy and uncomfortable. Wati didn't convince him enough as her tone through the phone is totally suspicious. One of a kind. A kind that makes Simon feel miserable and disturbed. Again, Simon did not doubt to be positive and stay calm.

Last few years back, ( Secondary One )
Simon: Bro, let's kick some balls.
Fred: Oh stop it, that was primary dude, what do you expect?
Simon: Hahahahaha!!! It bothers me every time we met.

Simon and Fred, knew each other. They had been great friends until Fred had to move to Canada and settled there for good.
That was years few back, Simon and Wati were just normal friends back then.

Okay, pause, flash back. Wati didn't told Fred anything about their marriage right? One week before they moved. Right? Oi, betol tak? Tak paham eh? Alamak sorry ah tak pandai susun ah mane nak cerite dulu. OK. So yeah, abeh si Wati ni terserempak ngn Fred abeh Wati tak bilang each other nye relationship status, sebagai seorang Wanita atau Isteri, harus lah memberi tahu sama ada sudah berpacaran atau tidak untuk mengelakkan sebarang kejadian yang tidak diingini. Lebih-lebih lagi usia sudah jejak dewasa. Harus lah memberi tahu apa yang telah terjadi selama ini. Setuju?Fred ni dulu ade cerite dgn si Wati, abeh pasal Fred ni macam dah laen gitu, macam dah tak ade hati gitu terhadap Wati, so she so called dumped her. On the other hand, Fred is had problems with his family, financial and some personal issues. Fred even tried to ask her out, to explain everything face to face that Fred was stress due to the issues mentioned. Sadly, Wati didn't hesitate to say NO to Fred's invitation. So sekarang? Tengok Fred, dah nak Master Cert. pat Canada. Itu lah Wati, tak bersyukur kan dah menyesal. And yes, she really menyesal. Now it's too late... Ok dah sambung. Aku nak rehat. Cheh. Penat doh bebual formal. Yeke formal? Lianchsdsdsdszsxs lah. xD K dah. Eh jap, and yeah, Wati kenal Fred, tapi Wati tak tau yang Fred pon pernah rapat dengan Simon. Begitu juga dengan Simon, Simon kenal Fred, tapi Simon tak tau yang dulu Wati dengan Fred ade cerite. Abeh Fred? FRED TAK TAHU APE². He knows nothing.

So that was a little background of Simon and Fred, that tells that they knew each other before.

Simon: dials*
Operator: Sorry, the number is not available at a moment, please call again later.

Simon tried to reach Wati, he called her mom's house, her phone but to no avail. It was 11:00pm, Simon was at aunt's house trying to get through Wati OR at least her mom, to know how's Wati over there. This really made Simon's heart pumping real fast.

So this was One week before Simon and Wati moved to Malaysia... (3/8)

Ya Allah, adakah ini balasan waktu ku lalai? (4/8)

Fred: ... It's within the loophole! Gosh, how is it still in my head?!
Wati: Cut the crap, dude. So are you coming?
Fred: Oh yeah, ill be by your veranda.
Wati: Alright, see you!
*hangs up

Fred and Wati met each other quite regularly since they exchange numbers
The road's quite dark, and It is a small three story house. Time is 2144.

doorbell rings*
Wati: Sweet!
Fred: Give me a tour! Mine is just three pathetic rooms.

Meanwhile, Simon is busy planning to enhance the new house at Malaysia, since it has quite a mess as the alignment of electricity through out the house it is not enough and devices may not be suitable. Ah, engineers. He's really particular in electric appliance.
Simon try to stay calm, he is doing so much work alone. He needs someone, too bad, Simon can't reach Wati. It's already five day straight Simon can't get through Wati, his job is dominating his free time. Simon's schedule is packed. No other minute to rest besides lunch, dinner and necessary short breaks. Surviving in work life is testing his patience more than he ever thinks.

Five days straight of silence is madness in a high-technology era especially for a degree holder in Quantum Electronics. This is terrible for him. He doesn't deserve this situation. His negatives thoughts start to pound his heart and mind very hard, like a moment when human face seconds to death. Patience has fail to make him calm or to just forget about it. Yet, the rapid frequency is overtaking everything, all his cells and molecules in his body is dying, brain is sick of everything. He collapse, his body demanding for it as his haemogoblin rate is drastically decreasing.

He then start to figure out what's wrong, is he doing too much work? Or rather too much thinking of his dearest wife. The moment his body's leaning backwards, a flashback has come to vision, his subconscious mind displays clearly as the momentum occurs.
Could it be what Simon did back in the past where life has no limit back in his pre-adulthood life. He accepts that. The lesson is now. Seconds before he hits the ground, things go dark for him.

Humans are great beings that can detect something is not right... (4/8)

2010-07-09T12:22:00.001+08:00

Sarcasm Wooo!

Good day dudes and dudettes!

It's finally Friday! That means, tomorrow is Saturday!!! OuhhhYEAH
Gonna catch Mega Perdana 2010.
All the best and good luck in the competition.
Gonna be mega-casual. AINK!

Nothing went much few days back. Just slack at home. Chillin' my ass smoking and flying. x)
I only attend for physics this week. YES. I came to school today. At LAST! She said. HAHA.
If I were to lay back at home today; I don't know what to say.

Failures are finger posts on road to achievement - C.S Lewis

So come on Ms and Mr Oh-I'm-Not-Good-At-This-Or-That wake up, asses! Oh yeah you guys gonna make it this year and make 2010 the best year of your entire life. So we can shake'or body at new year's eve. (!!!) XD

Well Well, I met an interesting girl this early 2010. She's really INTERESTING. Come on, give what you have. I want to learn how you dominate people and being righteous for yourself. Don't be cynical pretty please. =D

Whoa, not so fast. Don't read that with the wrong tone okay folks? :D

Till the next greeting guys.
Oh please do call/text me if you guys have plans.
My number is 978-HELL-IM-NOT-GONNA-TELL.
*reminds me of one guy at FB. free2 kasi number. tak bagus tau. xP

2010-07-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

2hr MATHS? FTW

Good afternoon!

Yes I skipped school. My lazy ass simply can't get me up. Oh gosh I think I have some mindset problem.
Come on Camel, you nut head! Be Mr. Positive! x)

So tomorrow's oral. Are you prepared yet? NO
So how you're gonna face it? Spontaneously?
Aiyah, I don't know what's wrong with me.
Been so lazy to read up stuffs and do revisions.
Any Ms. Motivator there? Cheh, nak Ms je aku eh? AINK!

Lepas maghrib siape nak ikut gi Sheng Siong?
Nak masak untuk Rakeen ah, die balek this Friday.

Alright, stay tuned. I try my best to post more frequent. Chiao.

2010-07-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hello! Yes yes I know, I know. It stinks here... Sorry lah yang tak stink. xD

First of all, oral for Malay is on the freaking 7th lah! OH NO LAH! I heard that they gonna ask us about what's happening dalam ehwal semasa, and I'm not prepared yet, are you? Hmm. Let time decides for us.

Secondly, June was terrible though I had fun. Many things came in my mind, the good and the bad stuffs. Oh how much I hate you right now. After all, I bet 2010's gonna end with blooming faces. Wish us luck~

Thirdly, I won't give up easily on something that have been giving me impacts in life. Oh how much I loved you. The phrase 'cold shoulder' sucks big time, furthermore, other people's interpretation about what's better or what's good, blah blah blah, oh bullshit. So I am not gonna listen to you since I have a strong believe that it's worth the wait. To be general.

Lastly, O level. I don't want my dreams to 'kaput', gone. O Allah, forgive my sins, make my home accommodating and grant me abundance in my life.

Till next time.

2010-05-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

EXAM

Bye-Bye. Yeke?

2010-05-22T18:11:00.000+08:00

IS THAT GOODBYE?
This is me that you know this far. Trust me, it's not worth leaving.
You may fall to other's arm; truthfully, things will be the same. Nothing is perfect.
I don't give up easily.

Okay cool. Sorry for the long hiatus.
I just learned something, something I've never learn before.

Thank you Ex, I loved you.
Thou that relationship doesn't end that far ae?
Look at who you are now. You don't want to be that way right?
I guess I failed to take good care of you.
& that disempowers me to take care of someone, cos I failed once.
You taught me something. You made me make myself be what I am now.
INSECURE.

It's comfortable to be with you, SJ.
I dream of my sister talking to mom, she looks like you.
I wonder if my sister is still alive.
Dreams really are something aren't it?

those above are bullcraps

2010-04-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

Patience.
You might win big time with it.

You sometimes get something really great out of it. Thus, you also need to have some initiation.
Don't just sit down and wait, do something about it, which is 'be patient'. Don't rush for it.
We never know if there's any tomorrow.

2010-04-22T16:27:00.003+08:00

To readers who's sick of seeing the same post every time they visit this blog

*sorry; below is something I brainstormed on what to share so it may be unorganised.

Ever since I'm not at Madrasah Al-Junied, many things did change. My routine is no longer controlled tightly. My curfew is at 2a.m. But... My pocket money is still the same; $4/- FLAT. Mom, it is a canteen but it's not a school canteen. But never mind.

"Bersykurlah kepada segala apa yang ada di tanganmu" - Anonymous

I find that I can live without phone. Oh great, this reminds my of how me and Carla met. >.<
Ok cut! Fyi, I can't text/call - Period. Isn't it the same like not having a phone? Oh definitely, balls. It's like having a 'RED' (Hahahaha, i got what you want. Ok crap) mp3 player instead of a phone. REALLY.
The worst part is.
I CAN'T EVEN F'ING RECEIVE PHONE CALLS AND TEXTS.

Oh jolly good. But! It's not a big deal anyways. I still can survive without my again, 'RED' phone vibrating. I felt somehow somewhat upset la. Tapi kan, again, if you look back. Im a rock. Im a person with no feelings through my face. Really, you can tell that in front of my eyeballs that "Kamel, you got no feelings for me".
That partly hurts but this 'rock' is strong. Ah chey! *CUT!

Let me give an example.

You know water? Yes, Two Hydrogen and an Oxygen.

Our body is made up of 70% water.

Same goes to the Earth, 70% water, 30% land.

The following example is scientifically proven.

This is how the 'Water structure' look like when you say something negative, insulting and so forth.

And this is how when you say something nice or appreciation

Since we human beings made of mostly water. It act's the same way how our heart feel when we get criticised or negative feedbacks. Words, thoughts directly affect the water in your body and all living organisms.

Just a slight knowledge I want to share.

So, Im not a rock ^^V. It is just the way my face is. No feelings when something happened.

Ill try to do some research for you guys, the power of rocks in the next post. So give me time. Cos I came across a book that rocks actually transmit energy; interesting.

Picture source - http://www.globalhealingcenter.com/water.html

2010-04-16T00:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURIA!

Here and now I just want to say

May Allah show you the light

Wishing you happiness without delay

And don't take you out of my sight

Who never fails to make me smile

Who made me Touched, Moved & Inspired

Who teaches me patience

Suria,

That five letter; never made me doubt

in any areas in my life

Thank you

And Happy Birthday

Sorry.

I can't be there. :<

Testing One Two Three.

2010-04-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL
APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL
APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL APRIL
5 x 3 = Pheeeeweeeet!

Anyways, due to school - Things getting hard.
So we postponed till October insya'allah. ;D

OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
OCTOBER OCTOBER OCTOBER
3 x 6 = HUAAAA!!!

Sorry lah yang tak gile.

2010-04-11T09:03:00.001+08:00

Guys. No promises okay? But Ill try ;D

2010-04-10T15:17:00.001+08:00

Lets try.
EH! Ah yeah. Math CA1!!! I manage to complete all the questions wui. Kalau tidak, haiiyo, jangan harap seh nak complete. Macam what I did in my Os last year, I didn't do like more than 10 questions, my god. But still can get 8. Not bad ah... Imagine if I did all the question. hahaha paleng 6 je kod.
K CUT!

No lah, sebenarnye I just miss you a lot. Yes, truckloads. Booo. Knock your head baru tau.
And you, Bro. Dont make me make myself lose hope and you or you gonna regret it cos Im your greatest good. You just don't realise it. In fact I bet you did the same thing to other of your guy friends and they too were your greatest good & its just you who gave them a cold shoulder. No wonder. Hahaha, You so interesting.

And YES! Lucky im not in any BGR. Ill just let time goes by and take some actions to last long; but sometimes what we want we don't get it every time. So the thing is, gratitude.

BOOOOO!
I dunno what to blog.
Oh, to Adila. Hello Adila! If you are reading this. I want to ask you something. Do you still watching TV like right in front of the TV? lol random. Haha missed the old times ):

Erm, Razi! Haha, kekek eh post aku? Tau. Ainkkk? Tak lah. Lah, post kau tak pernah tak buat aku ketawe.
Bace post kau gerek ar bro.

ALIA! Invite aku lah. Bace blog aku, abe blog kau tak nak invite; borrring ah~ Hahahahaha.

Yuk NurulSquare gi jalan2. Lame tak nampak korang. Rindu pulak kan. Member dah ade Facebook sey. Kuang3.

I F Y O U W E R E J U S T T O O C U R I O U S , I M S I N G L E O K A Y !
I just tend to mix around. You know, get more network. Jadi senang nak buat business. HAHA!!

I should cut my crap.
See you.

OH YAH, Winnie not the pooh bear but the round goldfish. Can I like cut your chick? How round you can be. LOL
*5, 4, 3, 2, 1 - Tattak didding.

PardonMyCrap.

2010-04-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

A phone to Super-Phone. And now, Finally a Mega-Phone. - Part Three

OH YEAAAAHHH!!!!

We reached to the Singapore Post HQ. The grey big building beside Paya Lebar MRT; it's own by them FYI.
Ok cut!

We queue, we take turns. 'Eh, Baren, kau brato plak ah'
Alright!
-Yes?
-*gives the slip*
-Okay tunggu jap eh, ni SingTel punye, so kite kene inform diorang dulu.

*heartbeatpumps* - Oh dear, please not the third time or SingTel will lose one of it's loyal costumer. CheymacamSingTeladekenemengenedenganakugitu

So we just sit. Sit. Sit. Sit.
*Ahmad Bahrain!!!*
Orang keje Singapore Post ni, suke bikin bising eh? Ketok dah kuat, ni panggil name orang macam kite duduk jaoh sangat.

YESSSSSAAA!!!
Receptionist: Zaleha ade?
*WHAT?! Still need my mom meh?! My mom authorised Bahrain already what?!*
We kept quite...
Me: Erm, takde.
Receptionist: Okay takpe *SHE TAKE OUT THE HELLO BAG LAH!!!*
kay, awak check barang die pastu awak sign pat sini.

I checked and I turn into stone, rock, marble, granite all kinds of rocks.
What I can do is just smile like a Camel. && this time's worth smiling.

At last I just can chuck my Nokia phone away. Chehnola. Thanks anyways for the 'snake' and your inbox which can only save about 50 msgs?! Nah, Nah... bersyukur. At least ade jugak phone. Actually, i have no interest in phones, I don't care what kind of phone I use as long as I can text and call. That's already enough for me. But why I eventually change my phone?
Since my contract is done. So what's next? Re-contract!
That means, I got the chance to get a new phone. Why would I wanna miss this chance?
So yeah. It's W995. Energetic Red; ooo dazzling. I really didn't expect that I actually got a mega-phone instead of a super-phone, cos in part one I mentioned that my pathetic student plan didn't offer such mega-phones.
Im just happy, even now, only my fingers can move and the rest are all dead as rocks.
Sorry my loyal readers who have been squinting.

So after that, we went to Bugis to meet Sdadiq for a while. Yes, less then 60 seconds. Off to Woodlands, we met Winnie not the pooh bear. I cut this short cause we just spent the time talking, walking nothing much to blog about it. Had supper at Yew Tee, so 'ex' la the prata.

The first thing I did when I got home is _____________________________________.
Guess it out and 'tweet' @berlime OR Kamel Berlime don't forget to follow me
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2010-03-30T15:38:00.001+08:00

A phone to Super-Phone. And now, Finally a Mega-Phone - Part Two

...I really thought I have the money in hand. I ran to my room; #$%&! Where the heck?!

mane mane mane mane?! eh, takkan takde!!??

OH MY GOD! I forgot to withdraw! How could this happened?!

I was too late, I thought of saying 'Kak, boleh tunggu jap, saye pergi kedai minyak amik duit?'

But it's okay. How I wish to have my Carla right on that day. ):

So the Makcik gave a slip,

'ah ni nanti awak call nombor pat sini pastu buat another inquiry lah eh?'

'Ah Iyer Lah'

I seriously pissed off how 'selenge' I am. OH YAH! Actually I thought it was on the 16th. But I miss-read the message given. So I kinda have a rushing journey home.

OK GREAT. Now what's next? I called the Singapore Post. I requested for another delivery tomorrow.

Ok fine, the operator said between 2p.m to 6p.m; that would be fine.

SO YES THIS TIME I PREPARED THE MONEY-YEAH!

16th March, Tuesday

I was smiling all the way being a very happy person that people would wonder

'what the heck is happening to him?'

'mel, dah kenape mel?'

In class; I did stupid acts, from school to Dhoby MRT to Bukit Gombak to what else? Ah, Mr.Bean and I like smiling to this China fella saying 'thoo lollars' which is she's trying to say two dollars.

In fact I just realise on that day all were China Women gossiping-workers. xP

So I march from from Gombak MRT to my house. 'Hap! TwoThreeFour'

I bathe, I eat, I do all my schoolwork. Hopefully 2nd day of the 'holiday' was blissful.

Yeah, that loud banging sound from the door. BOOM BOOM POW! xD

This time, different postmakcik.

Makcik: Zaleha ade? (my mom)
Me: Takde, tapi anak die ade. (tengah tak sabar ni, I saw her carrying a 'hello' bag)
Makcik: Oh okay, so ade tak duit nyer?
Me: Ade-ade jap.

So yeah, I actually had the exact same first few conversation as the day before.

I SMILED LIKE A CAMEL I tell you. I stretch my hand out with nine-red-dazzling-notes.

Makcik: Erm, you 18 this year?
Me: No, next year.
Makcik: Oh, mak ade tak, sebab awak underage tak boleh sign.

Bagero Mamikampuelo Kusto Menggesparitam,
Pandeja putos!
Cunning Nut, Pau Cheese Pie Moddar Fogger.
I cursed with all the language I know. OH DARN.
Mom's out. You know what? That postmakcik came around 2p.m right after my mom go off for 'work' at 130p.m. If my mom just stay another few freaking 30 minutes I would have that HELLO BAG already. Oh my god. Stupid China worker, TWO DOLLARS LA! not 'THOO LOLLARS' takdekenemengeneseh dengan China worker tu.

I would rather torture myself watching Lady Gaga's Music Video; and spoil myself mentally (hahaha? i dun think so)

NOW WHAT?! Call again and make another inquiry? Then, what's next? Extra charge? Huh?!

So the postmakcik indeed told me the same thing to make a call for another inquiry. Okay great. Let's restart and throw all that disappointment away.
So I talked to mom before I make another inquiry to be home tomorrow. So there should be no problem, oh better be, balls.

But this conversation with the operator is quite weird, macam call kawan:
*Dialing*
Operator: Yes, Singapore Post? *coughs*
Me: Eh, okay tak? Ah erm, sorry. Yeah, I would really LOVE to make another inquiry for article number BLA3.
Operator: Sorry ah, kurang sihat. Eh, macam tau je nanti I minta item number?
Me: Dah second time ni.
Operator: Okay hold on ah. Erm, 1st time kenape eh?
Me: No cash in hand. -.-V
Operator: Abeh second time? Baru jugak kan?
Me: Yes *WAH SO FAST AH DAPAT INFO?!* underage ah
Operator: *laugh* Hmm, kali ni awak kene amek dekat Paya Lebar... Either hari ni pukul 430 or tomorrow je lah.
*kuang asam ketawe kan - time is 230p.m - I need my SuperNap.
Me: Eh? Tak boleh anta lagi ke?
Operator: Ah itu awak berbual ngan SingTel, tu bukan kite punye.
*Malas lah nak bebual ngn Operator2.
Me: Hmmm okay lah bye.
Operator: kalau nak besok kene.... *i hang up*

If you are the operator SORRY AH. orang takde mood ah. xD

MAK, KENE PERGI SANE!!
dah dah, Kamel tunggu next year sudah, malas nak pergi jaoh2 amek
*MERAJOK AH! chey fake.

I dont know what to do. What to do what to do what to do...
I read the slip that the postmakcik gave me. That slip indicates the item number and so called the receipt. So I came across this page, it says:

"I, _________________ authorised ___________________

(I/C No.: )to collect the item number ____________....

Signature of Addressee "
___________________

Something like this. Addressee is my mom lah. I underage what && that means, anyone above 18 can come with me. But need my mom's authorisation. No use, im still 17. BOOO. Asal lah mak ni malas2? Takpelah

I thought of calling SingTel to deliver it again tomorrow. Right before I pick up my pathetic Nokia phone. *cheh,mentang2 dah ade Carla*
My friend called me, Bahrain:

Me: Hello.
Bahrain: Eh, Mel tak pergi mane2?
Me: Tak.
Bahrain: Tak jumpe Winnie?
Me: Stop calling her Winnie la.
Bahrain: *laughs*
Me: Ape kau nak? Maen DotA? NO WAY.
Bahrain: Taklah, ni... Aku baru habes skolah ni. Ingat nak tido rumah kau. Boleh eh?
Me: Ah, dah pat Jurong MRT msg aku.

Bahrain ni, die tinggal Malaysia, so kadang2 die overnight sini pat rumah gue, kadang2 ke? Macam selalu je && kire die rapat jugak lah dengan my family. He's 19 this year. It didn't crossed my mind that he actually can go take with the consent from my mom. It should be no problem. I can just ask my mom to sign the slip I mention earlier.
This time. Y e s , n o p r o b l e m a t a l l .
Bahrain pon besok takde ape2. So kite pergi Paya Leba lah.

17th March, Wednesday
I woke up at 5. Bahrain sleeping like a dead soldier in Iraq.
I get ready; and I leave a reminder

• Jumpe pat Dhoby pukul 2p.m •
• TAKMO MAEN DOTA! •

He loves to overnight at my place because got free DotA here. I got DotA here in my PC. So he confirm play one.

THREE DAYS STRAIGHT IN SCHOOL IM BEING A SMILING-CAMEL
Tapi bile dah balek rumah je, binget sendiri. Phone tak dapat2. boo.

I text Bahrain straight after school.
-Where you?
-I reaching, eh go LJS i want eat first.
-Okay can. Ill be waiting.
-I with my friend tau.
-Who?
-Shifa'
-Ah, okay.

So we met at LJS near the 'kuso' school; which is BMC Academy. Near Dhoby MRT. Nom nom nom nom, burps.

Off to Paya Leba, bye Shifa', she got Angklong I guess. IDK.
OH YEAH! Bahrain dah macam bapak orang. His body age is 38 years old; according to the idk what health-thingy.
OH YEAAAAHHH!!!!

There's part three you know?

2010-03-20T21:23:00.001+08:00

A Phone to Super-Phone. And Now, Finally a Mega-Phone - Part One.

February was the hottest month ever here in Singapore. Now it's already March. How you guys spent your time for the whole week? Revision? Entertainment? Family? Doesn't matter actually. Im here to blog about what happened so far. To be clear, my school didn't acknowledge the March holiday. You guys probably enjoyed it, some may not. Basically I went to school as per normal from 9 a.m to 1 p.m. Let me share to what happened in the one week glorious holidays.

But not so fast...

In 2008, I got a new S.E K660i after my mono-ringtone phone, a black and white with 'Snake' in it. I was so elated I finally got camera-phone. It's really nice for 2007 - 2008 phone. Unfortunately, that phone last only 6 months. I lost it. I was totally upset, but it can't be undo. So I get back to my colourless display phone and play 'Snake'.

On the 7th week of 2010, which is 15th February. I got to know that my phone is ready to re-contract. This really opened up my eyes time is just really fast. Really. It is already 2 years. So at the first place, I find for a $0 plan online. I can't get any 0 bucks super-phone for my pathetic student plan. So I just wait for the next batch of promotions offered by SingTel.

Until the 2nd week of March. There's this particular phone, W995. It cost $248 for my plan. Ugh, no hope. There's only W595 and some other phone that Im not interested in. Since I was so eager to get a super-phone one more time after what happened in 2008. I checked online every single day and right after the day I checked the $248 phone. The price rapidly decrease to $88. I was extremely surprised and speechless; it is really a miracle because my pathetic student plan didn't offer such mega-phones.

I received a message from SingTel indicating that they actually deliver it to me. Oh, how excited and happy I am. Still, people say my face doesn't look like Im happy. Im not a stone! It is just the way I am, I think it is more like I really appreciate when miracles actually do happened until I don't know how to react. It's like hip-hip HOORAY inside you know.

It says "... your phone will be delivered on the 15th March... 2 p.m to 6 p.m... prepare the documents and cash upon..."

I rushed home and I actually ran from the lift to my gate. I washed up. Smiling like a camel brushing its teeth; Oh, by the way, did you know camel has the worst breath? hahaha! terase oi. takpelah.

*knocks* The post-makcik mesti dah bertahon-tahon kerje macam gini. kuat gile oi die ketok.

Makcik: Zaleha ade? (my mom)

Me: Takde, tapi anak die ade. (tengah tak sabar ni, I saw her carrying a 'hello' bag)

Makcik: Oh okay, so ade tak duit nyer?

Me: Ade-ade jap.

Confident taik. I really thought I have the money in hand. I ran to my room; #$%&! Where the heck?!

mane mane mane mane?! eh, takkan takde!!??

To be continued...

2010-03-06T11:20:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY GOLDFISH

I MISS MOTORMOUTHSOUND

I MISS PINGPONG BALLS

bleagh*

2010-03-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

I've seen a lot people is changing for the better...

And the themselves who made them better than never before, only the other person came into their life and provide the light to brighten up your future and give you the spirit and confidence. I've seen a lot. They gradually walking into the right way and it's just a matter of faith in themselves.

Eee, no mood to blog nowadays

2010-02-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

Meet Me Halfway

I cant go any further than this

I want you so badly

Its my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin' thinkin' bout you

Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you

And all those things we use to use to use to do

Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you

Can you meet me halfway

Right at the borderline

Thats where Im gonna wait, for you

Ill be looking out

Night and day

Took my heart to the limit

And this is where i'll stay

I cant go any further than this

I want you so bad; It's my only wish

Just tell me where you want

Just tell me where you wanna meet

I navigate myself to take my where you be

Cos girl, I want, I want you right now

I travel uptown

I travel downtown

I wanna have you around

Like every single day

I love you all way, way...

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Lets walk the bridge

To the other side just you and I

I will fly I'll fly the skies for you and I

I will try for you and I, till I die

*XOXO

2010-02-12T23:51:00.001+08:00

You would make a difference...

I don't regret what I've did in the past. Really.
Who ever I hurt; intentionally or otherwise. The word 'hate' doesn't exist in my dictionary.
As we all know we're human beings. We live in a current world.

We don't live in the past, we don't live in the future.
Just let the past be in the past; don't drag it and making you what you are right now.
Mostly the pathetic events happened.
Just let the future be in your goals; but not you right now.
You know when you're holding a 'The Paramore Live' ticket in your hands which is a week later.
You are so happy. You jump around to your friends happily without any resentments.
Indeed, it is another one week. It's not happening.
Same goes to something bad happened. When you know tomorrow you gonna die.
What will you do today? Will you jump around enjoying life for the last few hours?
I don't think so.

So be present and don't let negative stuffs going to happened effects the way you are right now.

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Im being grateful to what I have right now.
I have my dearest friends. Not to mention the special ones.
I just accept things around me, although it wasn't what I want.
Especially friends. I don't have lots of friends like some of you do.
What I mean friends here is the ones that I treasured the most.
If I lose them, I lose a part of me.
Some turns out to be; ignorance.
Ill take that as a lesson, that there are people we can't really connect that well.
So, just don't be too enthusiastic to get to a person really well.
Let the brain connects each other's aura and you won't have to tell yourself that they are the ones which is some part of my life.

Friends, I love you.
especially my kompang friends which I treasured the most first followed my Al-Juniedians.

P/S: she'salreadyapartofme,andican'tdenythat.

2010-02-03T14:31:00.002+08:00

Strobe To Torch

Its been almost everyday I experience life that I've never felt before all these past years.
Many things need to be change for the greater good. A new realm.
A path which lead myself to my dreams I wanted for so long.
Things now came by itself without even searching or hoping for it.
It is like I saw a light brighten the dark narrow tunnel while I did not hope for one.
Just being grateful to the almighty Allah what I'm facing.
Now the light has already clear my views, so it is now up to me to walk with happiness or sorrow.
The light shows what goods and dangers ahead;
I'm scared to what Im going to walk through the stakes that might pull me back.
I've walked through, I've sense the fear of losing something/someone precious for me.
And hopefully it is mutual for the other party.
Let time decides for me to overcome such fear.
It's been great having someone in my life.
Treasured the most and willing to make a difference in her life.
And of course mine too.

2010-01-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

EXTRA(s)

Well, in my link box; click 'EXTRA(s)'.
This will link you to a page of links posted by myself.
It could be interesting to you the links I've shared in the 'EXTRA(s)'.
There's a little description from me what I think about a website
and it could be interesting for you. It is just a few clicks away.

Ill be writing about more website when I came across one and if it is interesting to share.
Well, click on 'EXTRA(s)' to see how is it like. So you can have a greater idea.

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Dear, non-PC internet surfer,

This blog requires some Javascript or something, I don't know.
Flash player or whatever. I don't know la. If your device can't display such.
Im sorry. Ill try to work out to let all internet users from any device like
mobile phone's, PDA and so forth and able to view all contents right here
at this purplish blog. Ill change color when I change k?

Yours tragically "-.-
Camel.
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Apology

In the 18th December's post, i didn't point out about case sensitivity;

The links from now are case sensitive. The two codes for this link is a mistake.

Here's the code for the first link.

http://bit.ly/8dDCPL

*You may still have a chance to win a prize.
Lost? Refer to 18th December's post

2010-01-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

HOLA!

Not gonna be updating this blog that often...
Sorry lah, have to cut down lots of things.
No sacrifice no victory - The Witwiky Motto
Huuahuahauhauhauhauhaua. Lame.

You can tell here im blank and dont know what to talk about.
We did?! Like every alternate days we went out??? Oh M Gee~
Eww, k stop it.

And yeah, dont forget to keep hunting for the links!!!
Its worth than you expect, huak!

Lost? Refer to 18th December 2009 post. Duh.

Ja~

2010-01-20T13:34:00.001+08:00

Buna! By request, so its short.

Weekdays sucks. Rot rot and rot. Hoping for weekends, like literally.
Yeah some say I had weekends all the way. So called holiday.
Holiday is fun when you're schooling.
But, I still not doing anything.

Gonna be out to see the new school with *motormouthsound* . -takjadi. ;(
I still don't know yet what to do, to work? Study? or ITE?
Haii, ini lah cobaan yang aku tengah menghadapi.
Susah betul nak decide kalau dah gagal dalam perkare sungguh besar.

Tsk3.
Amacam boleh lupe eh?
Padehal slalu jugak.

2010-01-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

NOTE: Guys do cry. :D

I cant believe it.

2010-01-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

It's done and It's a new path

Happy New Year. *Laughs*
It is okay I didn't get any new year wish or even birthday wish.
It's just so typical and common too, it is just celebrating an anniversary or something.
Everybody does that right?
To me, everyday is a celebration...
Even a failure is a celebration too.
Why?

Let me share something. I just experience failure minutes ago.
What I've been thinking in that moment is about what I did in the past;
like not studying hard, playing around stuffs like that.
Thinking about failure I just had was just so hilarious, some people even cry, some even really felt down.
I bet you, that won't last forever. It just take time.
Since I know I will overcome it one day. Why don't I make up my mind to bring that 'one day' today?
Well, it's over, REALLY. I've said this to my friends a lot of time, yet it keeps recurring in themselves.
That's me too. So I create something, I create something that enlightens my up. No one could, except myself.
No point seeking people's attention to calm me down, eventually it's myself who made myself feel better.

So what I did was being total present. Things in the past would remain in the past.
I've set a Firewall in my brain to block the Backup Files applications.
Through out the process, it is very hard to get over it. But I told myself;
'Yes it is hard, but that does not mean you can't do it.'
Again I asked myself; 'What is 'It is Hard' occurs to you like?'
My brain start to surf around and I found it in a 'Reasons and Complaints' folder.
Get it? It's okay. What Im trying to say is, those were just reasons.
It is just a complaint I made for myself and if it is, it lives in me that things are 'hard'.
Kinda challenging to over come some hard moments ae?

I sort things out, really thinking of what am I going to do next,
I can't stay back and keep thinking about bad results.
I have to anyway move forward and continue to pursue my dreams,
it won't be great right if you had your dream 'KAPUT', gone. Ain't it?
So Ive decide to not try to score better,
Ive instead decide to actually put a commitment in it.
It is not trying. It's really doing it and go for it.
For me, trying is just a pathetic term, because you'll gonna have a choice to succeed or retain.
I won't let the word 'failure' live in me while I am pursuing my dreams and goals.
So what Im saying was, I can't let myself to fail again in my O levels.

Wish me luck.
Don't you wanna have your dream to come true and though you didn't make it you still want your dreams a reality one day?

2010

I had a really great start this year, January 2010 can't be forgotten.
Everyday is gifted for me, everyday is a celebration.
I always appreciate things had occurred through out the day before I went off to bed,
or I should say I had insomnia. Doesn't matter though.
Thank you friends for enlightened me up.
Thank you for asking how's the results.
Thank you for not letting me down with my bad results.
Can I say thank you like a million times? I would, but it's gonna be copy and paste. Hahaha, lame la.
Sorry guys It's been a long time I didn't update. I had a quite busy week and yet fun too.
Well, till next time!

Can I not lose you?

2010-01-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

Potatoes
Here's something...

Oh no, mom and dad is not gonna be home tomorrow morning and nobody to serve you breakfast.
You can have a simple toast for yourself isn't it?
How about a little more scrumptious breakfast while you're getting ready?
You would try to have a decent mashed potatoes for your morning mondays.

All you need is two potatoes, some pepper, salt, butter...
Boil the two potatoes and then peel off the skin, but I recommend you to not, the skin brings a little flavor in it.
Too much work? Why don't you boil it in the night.
While waiting for the potatoes to boil you probably want to get ready for school, oh Monday...
Iron your clothes and stuffs, probably the potatoes is ready.
Keep in a refrigerator to save the boiling time tomorrow morning.

Discipline yourself, you should wake up early for school you lazy ass. Lol, I'm the pot calling the kettle black.
Get a effortless potato smasher and a bowl; it's best if you get a glass bowl.
Then, gently smash the potatoes throughly.
This time you need to use your hand for the seasonings.
You'll need some peppers but not too much.
Some salt, just a pinch. Or you will get your smashed potatoes dry.
Spoonful of butter and use your hand to stir it well.

Before you do that all. Be sure to pre-heat your oven (180°C); this is very important.
So when you're done, put it in the oven and... Go bathe! Get ready for school... Put your socks on and stuffs.
That probably took you 20 - 30 minutes. And that's fine for the potatoes.
So you're done. You can have your own simple and decent mashed potatoes in the morning.
You would wanna serve it along with a glass of hot drink.

I share this, cos this is what I had for the whole day.
Home alone... :<
Missing you loads. Duno why lol

2010-01-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

HERES THE CODE. TADAA.

Lets see who really hunts for it. http://*i*.**/**D**L

Lost?
Go to the 18th December's post.

2010-01-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Featuring 'Jaine'?

I don't know, supposed to fish. But, hmmm...
Eventually, went to the highest floor which is 14. High meh? Can lah... From there can see Malaysia I tell you.
Fireworks belambak. Lawa-lawa pulak tu. Banyak giler... Phoooh. Tapi tak best tak nampak besar2. Blinking seh Malaysia sambut 2010.

This is just a short update from me. Fetch Jaine at Marsliing MRT then off to Teh Tarek...
Nah, just chatting around. Nothing much. Didn't expect Jaine to tag along. But :O
Since Cik Ali dah pindah, it's much more convenient for me to get there.
One straight bus. Wee! What so 'wee'? Oh, I love buses. xD
It's 11plus now, last bus is at 1130. Better get going right now.

Oh, I had a great start this new year eve. Thank you. No code ah. srry

Ask her, not me "-.=
I didn't own that bucks unless it's already in my hand.
Tsk3

2009-12-28T15:48:00.001+08:00

Jihad Seorang Ibu
Hidup tidak berteman bagai awan tidak bercahaya
Suami yang disyangi telah pergi tak kembali
Anaknya pergi membela bangsa
Nasibnya empunya abi

Di jalan yang sempit kau lalui
Tinggallah sanubari diri
Duka dipendam tidak sekali diluah
Hingga merebak ke suluruh jiwa
Hampa hampa, sedih sedih ‾dɔ‾p8/ʎl˙ʇ ‾ q//:dʇʇɥ

Sedang pasrah hanya di mata
Muncullah ketibaan sang penceria
Merubah diri si bonda harta diberi tak diperduli
Cuma gurauan si anak terkenang di hati
Rindu rindu, kasih mesra.

2009-12-25T20:31:00.001+08:00

We didn't make it.
Dude, that's not the end.
We lose to a bunch of so called 'seniors'.
Way better than us. http://noCODE.fr/today/sry

2009-12-18T00:41:00.006+08:00

I got something for all of you.
No Joke.
Last update: 29 January '10

Hmmm, let's make this blog a little bit of fun. Haha, that's sound funny.
So let I cracked some ideas in my head. So I came up with this idea.
Let's call this game 'Link Hunting'. Yeah It's a game, kinda.
Link Hunting; literally means hunt for links. Yes, it is actually.
So Ive decide in every end of the post there will be some
numbers OR alphabets given which eventually will link you to a site.
The site linked is random.
People who didn't hunt for the link will miss something
that I didn't share in public. Is that the correct word? I dunno.

'Link Hunting' works like this:
- On the first post - http://bi*.**/7**t*s ( 1st code )
- On the second post - http://**t.ly/*ab*L* ( 2nd code )
- So when you combined it. It should be like this: http://bit.ly/7abtLs
- So there you go, you found the link.
- For this case, it takes 2 codes. That means, 2 post.
- Codes are case sensitive.

Lets say if the game has begin.
Post Ill be posting is going to be as normal post I've post all these days.
Ill be writing like; macam biase ah I post.
Oh and yes, there's an example in this post.
So when you already found the link.
There's a hidden phrase in that link;
Tell me the phrase and you will receive an appreciation token from me.
Really.

F.A.Q:
Q: Does the code give exactly the same as given above?
A: Yes, It looks exactly the same as the example given above.

Q: How should I know wether the post have the secret code in it?
A: Here's the fun part. You will need to hunt for it. ( This is so easy "-.= )

Q: How should I know the 1st code is already given?
A: It will appear like this: http://bi*.**/7**t*s - (1st code)

Q: Did I get to know if the code given is the last code?
A: No.
Q: So how?
A: Are you stupid? If you got the last code. Than the code is solved and no more missing space!
Q: Sorry ah.

Q: What if the post doesn't have the code sedangkan the previous post gave the code?
A: So you'll have to wait for the next post.

Q: Who can take part in this?
A: ANYONE. especially my links. I create this for bloggers mainly. But anyone can take part.

Q: Eh, link kau bagi takmo merepek-merepek eh?
A: No no no, don't worry. It's safe.

Q: Asal kau nak leceh-leceh buat gini?
A: Kau tanye macam ni kau nak hunt the link ke tak?
Q: Malas ah.
A: Takya tanye ah asal leceh-leceh.
Q: K la K lah. But why?
A: Oh, bosan dudok pat PC buat bende same. So try2 je.
Q: Alah, siape je yang nak hunt. Check2 takde orang hunt.
A: A'ah eh. takpe. dorg tak hunt, dorg tak dapat further updates from me.
Q: Chey kau.
A: Btol ape... Eh dah lah. Nak tanye ape2 lagi go trough email aku.

Please contact me at berlime@live.com for any questions or confusions.
Ill be waiting for your feedback. If things are clear above. Do tag. So I can carry on.
If not, do let me know what's not clear to you. Then Ill update this post if there's changes.
I give you guys 7 days or maybe early if i get faster response.
Lets say if you're not interested at all. Just ignore.
I do this because, every time I turn on my PC I've been doing the same shit every day on the net.
Im not gonna post anymore until things I've describe about 'Link Hunting' is clear.
Blogging is getting boring. That's why I did this. http://example.***/missu***** ( 1st code )
Lets say if this thing doesn't work out. I keep posting. So don't worry.
Winner(s): The first person who tells me the phrase. And will get a big treat from me.
Ill guarantee you no scam, cheats, frauds under 2009 © Kamel Berlime.
Trust me. Its worth it.

2009-12-14T03:06:00.007+08:00

Razi! GG! xD Suria! MYL! xD
I miss playing DotA. And I miss Fish cake :(

Blackshot?

Ill try lor. Cause baru-baru ni aku dah naek muak maen game.
Dulu hari-hari maen DotA, I didn't play DotA sejak ade 1.24c which is the latest version.
Aku tak tau mane nak carik, kene search and stuff tapi aku Malas! Got better things to do.
Ade business nie nak buat, by bulan 4 kene siap. Stay tune tau Razi k? xD

Anyways, aku tanye Hasyim pasal DotA updates sume, sebab kalau tanye yang lain takle harap, including kau ah Razi.
Haha... So tadi game best2. Puck aku pro pe?

-Faerie Dragon, we own! xD

Lepas kan rindu kat DotA pon jadi eh.

Aku try lah download Blackshot, kalau aku senang, okay?

-Love you loads, my friend(s)

2009-12-10T22:52:00.001+08:00

I met Fishcake. they called u Fishcake. LOL

Today was so tired.
"Kasot lawa kasot lawa kasot lawa, pijjjjak!"
"Tempo baaaaang!"
"Didnt know you can sing ~ wow"
"Penat cakap penat, jangan la last minit 'eh, aku nak balek ah' "-.= ftw"
"Tampines dah baru... haha! ke aku yang lembab?"
"Oh, it's Paris Hilton"
"Macintosh's 27' - Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
"Whosong?!"

Aku rindu Max, betol tak bro?
K.Salmah, bile nak call? I tgh tunggu-tunggu ni. She's my agent btw

2009-12-07T16:09:00.007+08:00

an explanation or opinion of what something means

That's true, you find your own meaning to something happened. Something awful happened, well the word 'awful' or can be any other synonyms to it is an interpretation you made for yourself. Things occurred to you like the way they are, but it is in you how you relate yourself to interpret the current situation your facing, often in breakdowns.

Breakdowns do happened when ever you at the top most high-level breakthroughs you had in life, there is always a breakdown when you are at a certain level in happiness. Thus, aren't you excited when there's breakdown, there's a huge breakthrough. Keep in mind it keeps recurring, notice ups and downs in life.
How do you react to it?
When you're down, you'll be happy once again. And again you'll feel down, and again you'll be happy.
And again you'll feel down, and again you'll be happy. And again you'll feel down, and again you'll be happy.
It's endless.

But if you put your stories, your interpretation about something, mostly on people you love or achieving your goals in life, your interpretation is true to you.
- Once you said, it's not gonna work. Than it's not gonna work.
- Once you said you can do it, though you don't know how. Your mind starts to work and eventually you're climbing for it. I bet you want to choose this when you're asked to choose one.
So, forget about your interpretations towards them/it. It maybe hard, IF you choose it's hard. :)

Beliefs...
When people argue for their limitations they say: "I can't do 'X' because..."
The common excuse is : "It's just the way I AM."
More likely the truth is : "It's just the way I THINK I AM."
We can learn about our beliefs by studying fish.
(The following experiment was conducted at the Woods Hole Oceanographic Institute)
Get yourself an aquarium. Divide it in half with clear glass wall, so now you have a kind of fish "duplex".
Now find yourself a barracuda - we'll call him Barry - and a mullet (Barracuda eat mullet).
Put one fish on each side. In a flash, Barry will head for mullet and... thump ... hit the glass wall at full throttle.
He'll turn around and come back for another shot... thump!

Over a period of weeks, Barry will get a very sore nose. Eventually he'll figure that mullet haunting equals pain and quit chasing the mullet. You can then remove the glass wall, and guess what! He will stay on his side of the tank for the rest of his life. Barry will happily starve to death, with the mullet swimming just inches away. He knows his limits and he won't step outside them.

Is Barry's a pitiful tale? It is actually the story of every human being.
We don't run to glass walls - we run into teachers, parents and friends who tell us where we fit and what we can do. Worst of all, we run into our own beliefs. Our beliefs define our territory, we argue for it and we won't step outside it.
Barry the Barracuda says: "I gave it my best shot once - so now I just swim in circles"
We human says: "I gave my studies/my marriage/my job my best shot once before..."

We create our own glass cage and we think it is reality. Actually, it's just what we believe.
And how attached are people to their beliefs?

I share this to you,
cos it's also for me.
I've seen people transform, cos it's you who made them and they who choose to accept
and I really care for you.

2009-12-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

It was gas coming out from my mouth, not words.

I can't demystify how much I miss you

My heart beats when I start to talk

Ive put a side a day to just spent time with you; but i failed

I felt really useless

I can't lose my... 'friend'

2009-12-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

From XP to look like Vista?
Than to dance like Windows 7?
Today I spent only a few hours to enhance my PC Look. Refer to the post on the 6th November, the first line. And now I actually took a larger step, make the whole XP really change.

You only need the skill 'know it how'. Let me tell you how I first start into this 'Turn your XP to Vista Ft. Mac'

I was YouTube'ing. You know when you first click a video than you click the related video after you watched the video you click at the first place, try to keep on by clicking the related video after another. And I don't know I ended up in a tutorial video to make Apple's dock on your PC and I got interested so I try it out, It friggin took me 22 hours. Yes, 22 hours for a starter.

<- See that? That took me 22 hours. So the stakat but i really like it because your desktop won't be messy. Its auto-hide, hover your cursor to the top and that thing will appear. Tell me if you want your PC too have one. I may guide you.

- Yes, although its just 'that' but I don't know how

much I like it

- Probably because I spent 22 hours of my

'titik-peluh'

Few month's later after I got that 'Dock' like finally... I discovered something. You can actually turn your XP to look like Vista, to act like a Vista, to sound like a Vista. But this part took me less than 10 hours. Knnbpcb, that 'stakat' Dock took me 22 hours abeh ni bende less thaan 10 hours, padehal bende ni lagi susah seh nak buat. Eventually, I did turn my XP to look Vista. Maybe it's my first time to like 'gode2 all these PC things' thats why it tooks 22 hours. Awwwh, I don't know where's the screenshot, maybe its gone.

too bad, but whatever it is, its just looks like a typical Vista, nothing special if you're using Vista.

Untill Now...

Since I change the looks for my PC for months, I've stopped changing it again, because it really blowing up my brains. Now, the same thing I did, I was YouTube'ing and I came up with this video 'Windows 7 for XP'fcukthewhat?

Tadaa~ A lot difference ae? It really looks like Windows 7.The Dock still there FYI. Click it for larger view, really large. lol

Quite an achievement for me as a 'noob' in PC stuffs. Think you're noob at it and want to try it out?

YouTube.

This really tells me YouTube rocks! I learn almost every PC/IT stuffs from YouTube

There i go, talking about PC

AGAIN

2009-12-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, the first step for my dream to come true

2009-12-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

Recap? For you...

A book in my head.
Have you guys ever across your mind, What you want to accomplish in life till death? This issue is hard to negotiate about. Influenced by the current world, believes in every individuals had; in terms of religion, culture or philosophies that had been graved in a person. You who decides for your own living and be sure there must not be any conflict to others.

When I start to sense failure in any parts of my life I've gone through, I used to blame others, I used to avoid facing the problems I had. I had this phrase in my mind 'Little things leads you to bigger things, therefore little parts of you eventually be the largest matter in your life.' There are many words to describe this. So I begin to see new context now, approach experience in a new level of humanity. I used to to be self-centered and bigoted.

Thanks to the commitment that my sister took on, she who made our whole family a new light in our home. Without her, maybe... I shouldn't say because It implies my whole family. In the past, I do have a lot of freedom in terms of time. I got to do many things in a day, except the day when I play DotA lor. As for now, I discovered freedom in a new way, a way which every individual walk through, they are speechless. This is to be general.

Lets get back to what i did recently. I always missed Subuh and Asar. Thanks eh DotA. So, there I go. I blame DotA. Its just me who had been a lazy bastard to get my ass off the chair, and out of 24 hours, it only took like 5 minutes? Or even less. As a wise man said, 'Leave that which makes you doubt for that which does not make you doubt'. I as a Muslim shouldn't lie to myself and others. Though man can not be perfect, hence fight for perfectness even though the imperfect in you keeps recurring. And Thanks to Razi's post on the October 11th which really inspires me. It is worth reading even though its long. Really long one. This is the best I could write authentically.

Im not perfect as what you think I am perfect,
Im just a normal person pursue for perfectness through imperfect.
Salam

2009-11-28T23:52:00.006+08:00

Siape nak tengok Doorlight,
Torlight ape ape light lah.
--- LINK HUNTERS! SCROLL DOWN TO NOVEMBER 26---

Sumpah korang gerek plus biol, lagi2 Hanis, mati2 ingatkan shooting star, check2 burong.
Bengap~ Happy sangat eh nampak shooting star first time.
Hanis - "Eh shooting star!"
Hanis - "Asal macam lame gitu? Tadinye skejap je"
Aku - "Tu burong la bongkok!"
Abeh ketawe dengan muke die yg dah paisey nak cover2.
Oh sumpah kekek.

Pastu message orang panjang-panjang ade plan besok gini2
"......kol 2... Wansey gina tokoh, pahbuey toh" (panjang lagi)
Ape kau berbual, belom tanyer belom message macam dah plan gitu abeh tokoh toh ape bang?
Aku melayu la... Bukan mcm Max, betol tak bro?? *haha,insidejoke

And don't forget the couples. diorang serious je muke all the time. Skali same jugak biol...
"Eh 7 December nak tengok torlight?"
"Torlight, Torlight" dengan sarcastic se-sarcastic-sarcasticnyer.
"Twilight lah"
Beh muke tros priceless. Ya allah. Lame-lame, perut aku melatop jugak tau nggak?

Alhamdulillah, my first job is really great. We laugh, laugh and laugh. With all the pre-forty winks faces. Since we only had 30 minutes break. I spent almost 20 minutes on eating. But got one day I ate like for only 10 minutes? Phewh, either that food was marvelous or I'm hungry or I cant wait to...

"We live a day advanced" - Kamal
'Laughing' trying to get what he's trying to say. - 0745 walking to the bus stop

Macam-macam bongkok
pe'el-pe'el budak Dunmax
Betol tak bro?

2009-11-26T09:29:00.004+08:00

For the first time in 16 years. I was just lying down at the basketball court, around 2a.m.
I've been thinking of you, worried about you. Sheit, I can't believe I said that to you. I just don't know what am I going to do. Should I let time overcome this issue? Maybe, Im just still weak and don't deserve to know?
Im just useless..

I literally saw a shooting star. It describes a lot.

I would want to hear your rants
maybe I can help again...

Congratulations! You found the hidden so called updates by me.
Don’t forget to email me the ‘secret phrase’ to berlime@live.com

Let me tell you how I start knowing all these PC stuffs.
At the age of 7. I started to play Age of Empires with my sisters; both of them were pro’s;
It is a strategic game and it requires speed. It’s an online game. So you play with other people around the world.
At that time, internet is for me to play games online. I don’t bother the web browser.
One day, my sister introduced me to hotmail. I was like ‘ What is that??’ So she explained to me everything about hotmail.
I wonder what would a 7 years old need an email account.
She said that, in order to play online games you need emails to create an account.
‘Kamel asek pakai account Kinah je, kalau Kinah takde macam mana nak tau password?’
So I eventually create an account it is revenge_tono@hotmail.com. Sounds funny ae?
Cos it’s recommended by the web.
I don’t know if that account still exist.

After months playing Age of Empires. I learn how to use the web browser since I create my 1^st email account.
You don’t have ‘Windows Live Mail’in the year 2000.
So the only way is the web browser. From there I discovered ‘Habbo Hotel’ also an online game.
I don’t know how to explain it.
I was 12 years old. Months later, I know how to use the web browser. Isn’t that fun??? “-.=
I learnt about Javascript. HTML’s and so forth.

I discover YouTube and Google and eventually Blogger when I was 12.
I keep changing accounts, creating new emails, if not
I would be loyal to those three sites.
My first blog URL was ‘kamil-muhammad.blogspot’ HAHA! I keep posting; until I discover ‘Who the hell is reading ???’
That is why at some point I stop blogging for months. Almost a year. That’s why I did this ‘Link Hunting’.
Blogger is getting boring. But thank god gave an idea.
Well, this thing might be not interesting at all for me to share.
But yeah… At least something about me ae? xD

Don’t forget to hunt for the next link! Good luck!

The following is a bonus:- (May vary at different link)
Secret Phrase: ‘Can you remember how you start doing things?’
HERE’s a note.
Share me a short story of how you start doing things through my email. For example, how do you start playing guitar?
Place the secret phrase as a Subject. And share to me about something on how you start doing things.
Appreciation token will be given to the first person.

*Prizes may vary
*This part of the content will be delete in 7 days after the second link code is posted.

Link Hunting contents were under the rights on 2009© Kamel Berlime.
Contact me for more details to collect the prize.

2009-11-24T12:28:00.003+08:00

Mot... Oooooo Mot.

Mot~ Oi Comot,comoooot!!!

Ah ye ape die???

Good Morning!

Heyy!! Had your breakfast???

But now,

Good Morning!

yeah, morning...

Since smelling chocolate/coffee/tea for 12 hours. My night turns into a busy night. From 8pm to 8am.

Lucky I have my Mom and Dad, Sakinah and definitely Rakeen. He cried when Im off. Awww... Oh! And also my XP that makes my mouse berdaki, eeee. k bedek. My friends at work should I say colleague? What ever. sume dah mabok malam.

Sampai

'Words speak louder than action'

'One week 14 days'

'Nanti aku campak daripade bawah block gi atas baru tau'

biskot rendam jadi 'badak rendam'

ade lagi naek escalator gi between escalator, Harry Potter eh?

There is more of stupid phrases from us.

Eh, penat ah. Bye. Sorry ahhhhh

im really booring

when I didn't get to hear you

wo ai ni, wo de pen yeo

2009-11-22T03:33:00.000+08:00

Short and sincere

Thank you Kamal.

-Didn't know its you I've bleed out to.

Goodbye Adila.

-Thought me about friendship.

Thanks Suria

-Thought me how precious patience is.

Love you Mom

-Gave me trust

Love you Dad

-You turned a new leaf.

Ive cried enough.

At last. I

Thank you girl.

Ive learnt a lot.

2009-11-21T10:32:00.002+08:00

This post is really gonna make you think.

If not, its okay. Don't worry, overall, its just something from me.

Tell her she's too late. 3 years late, want me include this year? Fine, its 4 years.

This is personally for her. I've waited long and at one moment I realized how small the game Im playing. There's a world out there for me and also for You. I do this for your own good my own good too. I don't make choices where it's only good for me. So tell her, I missed her, Yes. If she says she's still love me? What's her commitment? What's her action? For me it's just waiting.

Maybe im boldly WRONG about this. Tell me if I'm wrong. Please.

this is gonna be totally distinct about what I typed above okay?

I may be harsh and nasty. And here it comes. True! I always said I don't believe in any relationships, I don't know how should I say so let me explain.

Korang mataer, korang betol-betol cinta antara satu same lain. Betol tak? Korang takle deny how much you love your her/him. Tapi bile korang dah break. Apesal? Ok, fine, die atau kau buat hal. Tapi korang maseh betol-betol love each other kan? Korang binget stakat die atau kau buat hal. Eh, hidop ade turon naek lah. Kalau kau hidop bahagie all the way, tak ya hidop, jadi deep-sea-creature sudah merantau seluroh dunia pat laot pastu mati. Tak lah oi, hidop ni untok kenal diri kau. Process nak kenal diri kau, ni lah die... breakdown in life and breakthroughs in life.

Dude, that was an example. What do you think about what I write is right. Its you who decide how you want listen to people. I was really inspired by my boss, so called. He's far more worst. I try to accept things that harsh like a dagger stabbed in your heart and twist it. His harshness like kutok orang, maki orang, betol-betol memang sakit hati. But he actually make us show a great example, he is beyond extra-ordinary person.

Its just how you LISTEN.

What's the source of mad? Fear.

What's the source of fear?

Figure that out.

Its actually how I listen.

I've touched my self.

A friend had touched himself/herself.

Its just how we listen.

2009-11-21T09:53:00.001+08:00

Agreed and admit
Please get that perceptions, opinions and views are not necessarily always the truth.

What's the truth may even be hidden from my view. It's wise to make doubtful claims, remarks or opinions cleared. One man's view will never be exactly the same as another man's view...

Perceptions may make each other's view occurs to be the same or to be in total disalignment..but the truth only belongs to the rightful owner to which they truly belong to. Usually well hidden and masked underneath a smile, a laughter or even in moments of silence.

Be always caring enough to find out the truth of the unspoken and it will always gives an accurate picture on any actions that's often easier perceived than sought.

It's just amazing how anyone could make a bold guess about how I truely feel, what matters to me most and what worries me most....bold guess indeed but many times not so accurate. It's like attempting to hit a bulls eye that's never possible to hit because it lies in the heart only known and make known to anyone who has the interest to know what I am all about. Very seldom I would even want to have a conversation about how inaccurate they've been because I got that being right about myself is no longer what I sought out to do.

Even to the most insensitive, I would not have it run my life because perceptions are not necessarily the truth. Do u get that? :D It is in fact a good news that happens only if you are really clear about yourself and who you really are. Having split personalities will not help in identifying who I really am. So I am glad to know at this point of time who I am and who I am not. At the same time it does not stop me from venturing what other possibilities I could also be..so it's like living in an open space that enables me to pick and choose freely the varieties of options in this universe and making choices not determined by external recommendations, reasons or opinions.

I do most sharings in my blogs and sometimes my notes...seldom do I talk about myself because most of the times when I talk it's only to either to make a difference immediately, socialise and to be listening to others speaking. Used to talk about myself a lot..but lately I love to hear and listen. It's actually very very eye opening to listen intently to another person. I'd most often experienced connectedness, empathy and love. Last time it's always, " Ok are u done yet? Now my turn to talk..I want to talk..coz what I've to say is much more interesting than what you have to say." Yup that was me. x)

So during my leisure time like this, I take this opportunity to share about myself and what's been in my head at any random moment.

Try it on. Listen and quit talking too much for a day and experience it yourself. As there's a saying somewhere that "Human beings never truely listen." :)

midNight break was fun!
Even its just few seconds. Haha!
Missed my routine.

2009-11-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

Im done blogging for the meantime.
Do text me at 97844188. Identify yourself OR...notimetoentertainyourshits.
Don't call me. You can, see if you can get through. I don't know what's wrong with my phone.
1.2k for 20days. Siape tak nak?
I try my best to sort out my schedule to see you. ^^

2009-11-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

Make your XP looks like Vista Ft. Mac.
I took 22 hours for that. Thats why I didnt sleep that long, refer to the post on 6th November; scroll down to the part 'my records so far'. It's partly not an insomnia, its just that I get the hang of it when I change the look for my PC. Its really cool when your normal XP looks like Vista. So I restart the PC, I notice something that the log-in menu still looks like XP the part when you choose the user for that PC. So that took around 8 hours, that time I really know nothing about changing your PC looks, so I Googled, YouTube'ed, Forums and so forth.
Finally, its DONE.

Few months later, dah jelak tengok bende same with applications on the desktop in me PC. So I manage to get rid of those icons on my screen and put it to one side, it's call the 'Object Dock' on a PC.
Look back at Mac, the applications is placed in a row on a so called glass-panel not like a PC. Well forget it if you dont get it. The point is, I manage to make my PC looks like a Mac. And I use Safari instead of Internet Explorer. Safari is just user friendly, no unnecessary toolbars and icons, its just simple. Plainly beautiful. So as Mac. I like Mac, because of its simplicity and its genuine products. For PC? I like it cause you can do more than an Apple.
Ape yang lebihnye? Apple can't do mods like PC

So if you guys concerned how many hours of insomnia i had actually on the 6th November, cos the records says it is based before 5th November where the post itself is 6th November. It is actually 35 hours of insomnia. I wanna try 48 hours. Who wanna join? Hahha!

Copyright © Kamel Berlime's Mass Bowl-Sheit Productions 1993-2009
sorry ah, im bored today, so i talk abt PC
ooo, she rolled my day!

2009-11-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

PLAIN WITCHiknowlahim'afriendofyourfriend'butnottoallblogowners!!

Here, ive updated.
Omg, my GayPartner really post something open. I actually to used to be like you. Zaman-zaman ~~matrep~~. I cant deny that but not the fanatic type lah.

Anyways, trying to achieve GOD-LIKE for Slayer - Lina. She's really hot, not in the game, in the movie/video/cinematic/anime what ever.

Im CURRENTLY at Mustaqim's house with Irsyad. Both of them were watching 'Jangan Pandang Blakang Congkak'. Kelaka seram. For me its, kelaka. Arwah Pak Sudir, lol! Remind me someone. Nvm.
So, I try my best not to do draft for this post, i mean i try not to change anything. Haha. Sumpah tak tau ape nak type. Oh, I want to tell you something. Vista sux. Windows 7 sux if your PC is a noob PC. Dude, know things on what you buy. If its yours la, my PC is mine. Vista needs good RAM, graphics cards and bla3. Its to expensive, so ill get XP. Which is the same product, but Vista just makes it looks more nicer, attractive, Hence it needs good graphic card. Im a gamer, jadi sorry lah bbl pasl PC jap. Hahah.

to be continued...
Wow! I see things around me so clear.

2009-11-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

I achieved beyond GOD-LIKE for

Priestess of The Moon - Mirana Nightsade (POTM)

She's awesome somehow if your accuracy rocks!

Love her Eulene's arrow and Leap to engage or escape in a battle

She's a tactical hero. Lack of nuke abilities, but comes with permanent stun at times. Mirana is very good at engaging with her Moonlight shadow which made your allies invisible for few seconds.

dude, this is DotA anyways.
like a friend saiid "kau hidop mati DotA je"
I spent like half day on DotA. Almost everyday. Omg

2009-11-10T16:42:00.001+08:00

Tag boards

What is a tag board? Yes, yes, It's for readers to give comments, to say what they want to say regarding to your post or maybe other things. But guys, I put up tag board to know how the traffic is on my blog. I want to know how many of you are reading, how many of you willing to spend few minutes to read my views. If I were to update like everyday, well not close to everyday. How many of you are really reading my updates?

Because if lets say it's just 1/20 are reading, i better not waste my time typing those alphabets that ends up a long one without you guys reading. Hey, blog is for friends to read. Than what? So, please tag so I can know how is the traffic flowing on my blog. Dude, you can even just type 'I read your post'. At least acknowledge me, so I'll write what I want to share. And my blog is completely general, unless for certain situation.

The point is for today is, I really don't know how many of you reading my blog. If there's a few of you, I should write about something that a few of you may want to know. I expect at least 5 of you are reading. And
Im glad.

i didn't mean to offend anyone guys
this is for your info, why I am 'A Lazy Blogger'
Cos there's no readers. If there is, like only one?
*Life is easier than you thought. REALLY

2009-11-08T18:47:00.005+08:00

Imsorry,itsjustthatmynegativethoughtsrunoverme.
Sowhateversheitidid,imtotallysorryItoldmygaypartner,thatimreallysensitiveattimes, imeanlikeibumpintoconclusionssofastwhitouteventhinktwiceorsewaktudengannyer.

my space button doesn't work for that.
babe, that was really... touched?

2009-11-06T05:16:00.000+08:00

Hi there, before you guys start reading, be sure that you already sleep for at least 9 hours. This are the recommendations so that my reader will not waste their time reading this:

1. Maximize your browser

2. Do not multi-task.

3. Prepare a small piece of paper, pen and calculator.

4. Have at list a packet of tissue paper, sweets and a drink. To avoid unnecessary breaks.

5. Turn on a music song (there's a music already)

6. Keep reading continuously, no stops. Unless to reread.

7. Do not skip any part. Unless allow to do so.

8. Tag with "Your-name" and add '35/48' beside your name and tell me watcha say about this post.

Requirements, some phrase makes you think out of the box. So please, don't bump into conclusions so fast. All the best.

*Some of the above are craps. indeed, its all unnecessary

How many words do you take

To describe 35 Hours of your life?

(doesn't matter, the title is '35/48 hours')

I wake up at 4p.m on Tuesday. Yes, 4 p.m.. Cos I slept at 4a.m in the morning? But I had 12 hours of sleep. Should be enough. Well, I don't know what's happening to me. So went Bugis to meet Kakies or Kakis or whatever you spell it, lol. Learnt new word, meaning friends.

So yeah, refer to my post on Tuesday, 3rd Nov. Met my DotA friends at TS. I went there to pay my 'hutang' yeah! $169 more, from $500.

Let me tell you something, you may skip this part if ya want to, cause ill be talking about. Haha! read it if ya wanna know. I missed my Tambo so much. I love her, she's chubby and she makes resonant sound. Its nice, but she can't go solo. She's just making beats more, erm, nice? I don't know how to say. But yeah, she's outstanding and irritating too sometimes and I mean it. Do not mess with her when you are not in the mood it may blow your brain off. Ka-boom. Really. I actually met her at Swee Li, a guitar shop. But I prefer the old one which had for years I guess. And let me tell you a story, I once have a blue Tambo, she's really sexy and she rock. But as time pass by, someone get me a new black Tambo, she sounds much more nicer than the blue one. Oh how I miss her. And I totally forget about the kenangan I had with the blue Tambo, so is this kind of attitude applies in my real life? Watcha say?

-just in case fellas,

Tambo is a tambourine go refer to my post on the 25th October

and i dont know what so chubby about Tambo.

So, yeah. Little something from what I do in Syabab

Okay, lets get back. So reach home at 11p.m I guess and I love Tokoyaki. Ok, no link. Its just that before I reach home, I sat down somewhere and have my Tokoyaki. The day after Tuesday, Wednesday. Combined Humanities, Social Studies was at 8a.m. Around 4a.m - 5a.m, Im hesitating to sleep or not to, cause if I sleep I may be late for the exam, so I choose not to. I planed to sleep after my Social Studies, it ends at 915a.m. Social Studies was tough, issues on the Iraq and Kuwait and I answer like about Iraq and Saddam "-.= Because I don't a sheit about Kuwait. So cycle back home and I had my Tokoyaki, it really pleases me. And you know, the urge of playing DotA or turning the computer on and clicking, typing, head-banging (If your music player is on). Did you realize you do the same thing on the net? I do realize, but its addictive. Its like already a part of my life. My retina's soothing therapy. (thats crap)

Oh ya! and I almost forgot I had Science, Chemistry paper at 1400, I actually didn't sleep, my eye's magnet is the bloody monitor! Oh PC, how unstoppable are you. So lets recap, how many hours I didn't sleep already?

1 = 1 x 2 + 1 x 2 - [1 - (1-1) + 1]

2 = 2 x 2 + 2 x 2 - [2 - (2-1) +1]

Given that nth term is,

n = n x 2 + n x 2 - [n - (n-1)+1]

Find the 6th term. The answer will be the hours I didn't sleep.

So Chemistry paper ends at 1515, it rains. So went to Masjif Ar-Raudah, Its just 1 minute walk away. Yet, my clothes were all soggy.

Dah dekat depan pintu ni, rumah takde orang. And i got no keys. My sis at work, she too got no key, so no point ask her to get here real soon. Mom and Dad was at Redhill, they had a seminar ends at 11p.m. So do you think I get to sleep? And that time is around 1845.

Finally, Mak dengan bapak dah sampai. It was a total relief. Masok rumah, fresh-up. And than I go online. I slept at 3a.m.

You had no idea how boring I waited for my parents'. But lucky theres a low-batt-phone (Well at least something), mosque, and my sister's work place is near. I shall stop here. Sorry if I write unnecessary things about Tambo, Tokoyaki whatever cos I had breakdowns in making a long story.

(You supposed to laugh here, if you don't. You missed something)

My record so far;

Longest sleeping hours: 25hours, 16 Feb 2009.

Longest insomnia hours: 22hours, 26 May 2009.

Longest unconscious (excluding sleeping) hour: 45minutes, 14 March 2008.

*Based before 5th November 2009

its just some multi-genre post,

Tambo source by Team Syabab™ 1428 - Akanku teruskan perjuangan ini

Special thanks to Readers!™ , we read your shouts.

2009-11-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

We may be blood brothers

God knows how much it hurts. Though it was just words they typed. Using my name to surrender themselves in the most sarcasm way. I had a strong inflammation in my heart, deep inside, because they are my friends. Its horrible when your friend... urgh. And guys, when you were talking serious and you keep deny the truth, don't let sarcasm take over. It is a total agony.

I may be wrong here.

And you are the most perfect being ever. and that was sarcastic

DEDICATED TO SOME PEOPLE IN FACEBOOK.

i wont take unnecessary actions to over come this issue,

ill choose patience and let time gradually makes you know how full of sheit

had in you. And it was completely affirm if you wish to listen to me.

To Haasyim;

Thanks for the courage you gave me when we once had this conversation:

Nov, 2008 - still remember

Me: Kau tak takot ke ape org ckp?

Friend: Aku tak kesah, dorg kalau tak percaye tu dorg nyer pasal, aku tau ape aku buat takde menyusah kan dorang.

Haasyim - kau paleng gerek.

2009-11-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

God-Like, Unstoppable, Dominating. Rampage!

Im still weak and not a divine for you. I myself have to walk through fire, either I get burn or not. Its up to me how I react to things. Well, just a confession . 'rindu dota and 她 padehal, baru...'

Lets talk about what i did...
Went to Bugis, supposed to meet them at 2pm. Tapi bangun lambat. I woke up at 4p.m. Nice pe. I wasted half a day. Tkpe ah, if i were to wake up early pon bukannyer buat ape. Maen DotA je. xD

the present me comes
when i got nothing to share

2009-11-02T06:44:00.000+08:00

Thank you, Thank you.

Friends, I may coach you, help you, put myself into your shoe when you need me. Things I said that may hurt you, notice if you cry I won't pamper you. Pampering is a total fake a thing to do, for me, pampering is making a person sad feeling much more longer and hardly to last. It may sound weird to you. Its complicated to know my vocabulary of the word 'pamper' occurs to me. Well, not a big deal.

Though, I got that at times Im a nuisance to you. Im being a nuisance to you, is actually to make you realize, to open your mind that you are more than this, I even make a nuisance of myself.

So, how about your loved once, you parents'. They scold you, and you throw tantrum on them. You disagree with them so do I used to. Well actually, many people told you 'parents' are actually cared about you when they angry' but how you graved that phrase in you? They get angry because they scared what will happen to you. They have the fear of losing you. In other words, is how you listen, is how things occurred to you.

lets get back to what i did recently...

I watched the movie 'Love Happens'. Its about a guy who had being hypocrite towards himself, lying beautifully towards people and eventually it cost him love and vitality. He inspires lots of people by the book he wrote, by the seminars he conduct. Yet, he himself didn't complete things in the past, he indeed avoiding his problems. At one moment, things change just because of he gradually realized how fake he can be towards people and himself. Isn't that simple physically?

Watch. I rate 9/10. One missing point? Lack of details of why he walk up the stairs instead of using the elevator and at last he finally use the elevator. For me, maybe to make us think why.

Oh, life... How great you can be,

and how scared am I to face it.

Wo ai ta.

2009-10-31T06:35:00.001+08:00

Let me tell you a story

I slept at 3 a.m and I woke up at 6a.m due to weird dream I had. I saw two of myself walking down the same street at the same time.

One with a girl I used to love:another with a girl; just normal friends. Let Couple A and Couple B be A:B . Let A':B' (note the apostrophe) be myself since there was two of me.

I was just a tangent away, I saw A talking like we used to, but not anymore for now because in a breakdown in communication. Beside Couple A, there was Couple B, I saw myself in B how caring am I to that girl. How authentic I can be in front of her, It's like angels walking besides me telling me not to tell lies, not to do what Islam told not to do so. I can see the difference glowing in my face between A' and B'.

At one point, B' was quiet and A' was just happily talking with his friend. A' finally saw B', what happened? A' thought B' should be glad because A' can see his bright future. Sooner:

- A' : What happened?

- B' : I missed the way I used to talk like you, A'

- A' : Don't worry B', we had gone through ups and down together. Don't bring me in your life B'. Well me and her were just friends as you do. You know her, but I don't know who's walking besides you right now B'. I should be proud of you.

- B' : Thanks A', but i don't know why my head is bothering me. Im mad at you! You should not do this! Now I don't know who I should be walking beside with!

- A' : But I am who I am, you can't deny it. And why Im proud of you and you're mad at me?

I am your past and you are my future. And I'm scared if my future turns out to be a disaster, but B'... You show me a great example. And you should walk beside me, not with me. I may be in your sight, but don't make me put in your life.

At this point, B' was totally speechless. A' was crying because he saw B' finally realize he should not be sad because of what he did in the past. As a wise friend said 'let bygones be bygones'.

I can see B's eyes was bubbly, he stood straight as there was neither a force on him nor sadness and resentments. I saw both of myself hugging each other. Shook hands and continue their own life. So at that moment, who am I? I saw my past and I saw my future. What am I? I learn a lot in this dream. We should not dragged the past along with ourselves although how HURT and how PAINFUL it is...

Ill write again about this.

A is my past.

B is who I am now.

2009-10-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

A book in my head.

Have you guys ever across your mind, What you want to accomplish in life till death? This issue is hard to negotiate about. Influenced by the current world, believes in every individuals had; in terms of religion, culture or philosophies that had been graved in a person. You who decides for your own living and be sure there must not be any conflict to others.

When I start to sense failure in any parts of my life I've gone through, I used to blame others, I used to avoid facing the problems I had. I had this phrase in my mind 'Little things leads you to bigger things, therefore little parts of you eventually be the largest matter in your life.' There are many words to describe this. So I begin to see new context now, approach experience in a new level of humanity. I used to to be self-centered and bigoted.

Thanks to the commitment that my sister took on, she who made our whole family a new light in our home. Without her, maybe... I shouldn't say because It implies my whole family. In the past, I do have a lot of freedom in terms of time. I got to do many things in a day, except the day when I play DotA lor. As for now, I discovered freedom in a new way, a way which every individual walk through, they are speechless. This is to be general.

Lets get back to what i did recently. I always missed Subuh and Asar. Thanks eh DotA. So, there I go. I blame DotA. Its just me who had been a lazy bastard to get my ass off the chair, and out of 24 hours, it only took like 5 minutes? Or even less. As a wise man said, 'Leave that which makes you doubt for that which does not make you doubt'. I as a Muslim shouldn't lie to myself and others. Though man can not be perfect, hence fight for perfectness even though the imperfect in you keeps recurring. And Thanks to Razi's post on the October 11th which really inspires me. It is worth reading even though its long. Really long one. This is the best I could write authentically.

Im not perfect as what you think I am perfect,

Im just a normal person pursue for perfectness through imperfect.

Salam

2009-10-28T23:17:00.004+08:00

こんにちは！お元気ですか？私は希望を良好な状態で皆さん

Just now was Maths Paper 2. All I can say is, 'No puedo hacerlo'. Its damn tough.

Yeah, cause I kinda had last minute revision. I can't think what I am going to do about my studies right now. Im just so lazy.

Pandeja, I make this short and straight forward. I can not take it anymore so I just let it be. Don;'t worry, what I am writing is what comes through my mind at this moment. The moment when i type 'THIS". So no big deal. It may not though, you can tell by the post. So what's so straight forward?

- Lol, i just found a new website. Its cool. I cant tell ya. :)

- And just now I achieve GODLIKE streak for Furion; DotA

- Nothing so straight forward by the way; its just that I can feel the true love for myself and you

- 从此, 我不知道如何表达自己给您。是的，你！在一个接一个，我们有麦当劳一起

I learned that courage was not the absence of fear,

but the triumph over it.

The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid,

but he who conquers that fear. - Nelson Mendela

this is when im bored/alone

2009-10-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

I gotta bet you, this game is addictive than other games. Oh yes, Need For Speed Shift was awsome!!! Graphics was so cool but this game is more than that. Kalau stress, geram... Maen ni game boleh lege kan. xD Lame

Ive ever played this game 24/7 non-stop. Its Twenty-four hours per day non-stop. Dont know why. Its like, gerek ah! And I play online. So you play with others. And its all about teamwork. The game is DotA by the way. You should know, its a popular non-official game. LOL.

Lighting Revenent - Razor. Best mid-game hero.
Oi, abeh RuneScape? Oh that game cost me lifetime. Its so boooooring, but its fun to play with friends. Eh Faizal? Kan Danish? Betol Tak Wan? Best Kan Has? LOL

Truely, Im a gamer. Really. I want to be a gamer as a career. What do you think? Ill be blind one day I guess.

So DotA. The best online strategic- game ever! (although its the same sheit-just with few updates weekly/monthly).

Cause there's no such thing as DotA 2nd or DotA 2.

Tadi kompang...

Macam dah lame gitu tak pergi undangan. Skali dapat pergi. Phooh! I tell you! Die peh Nasi Minyak, takble angs. Masak merah die, takble angs. Daging kambing die, takble angs. Sume la tak ble angkat. Apsl angs eh? Oh, inspired from Suhaimi Yusof I Guess; the Sakunthala's Food Palace. I guess. xD

Tapi kiternye kompang. Hoi! Masok angs. Its angin, not angkat anyways. lame. xP Bunyi macam pukol tong. Haha, takpe. Noobs takkan prasan how the beat should be. Lucky I play tambourine. Not Kompang. So I just 'chi-ching ssshhhing' or what ever you call that sssshhh'ing sound. xD

Pemain tambourine setia. Love ya Tambo~
ni lah tambo kesayangan I

Kalo pekara buruk tentang gue,

harus di britahuin. Smpi kapan deh gue ke' gini.

Nggak harus takut terus terang ama gue.

Gue yakin. Akan nyalak hidup kalian.

Adoh, udah capek. Slamat ya banci2 skalian. xD

To a friend that i never expected to be what we are

2009-10-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

Who am I to you. Well you are just my friend. Oh yea... We do talk like blood brothers/sisters. And you rock!

Sad, you got high hopes on me without letting me know. So when things you expected from me didn't show up or things that goes the other way round and you go MAD.

Sad; Too. I didn't tell you what I felt about you friend. You are just irritating. Or if Im wrong. I don't know why I dislike you.

But now, I cleared all the thoughts In my mind about you my friend, what ever sheit I did to you or you did to me, It's all done. Can't be undo. But it can be dragged to who am I or you are now... And I gave that up.

So we're clear. I may still have the bad-thoughts-of-you, but it no longer controls our relationship as a friend. Its me who decide who you are. &You rock!

Im sorry and I forgive you
we humans have breakdowns to get into success

I learn a lot by just watching this

2009-10-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

~~i cried~~ pause the m/player.

Dedicated to friends. Especially the person that struck me lor.. xD

2009-10-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

I just realized something today. Life is spacious, the world is huge. So depends on what game are you playing. I should use the term 'I'. If i choose to play the small game with small risk and small success, its a whole waste. But its feel good to stay small. With small space of freedom. Thats what i do not wish to posses

In other approaches, I choose to play a big game. This required patience, integrity towards myself and others. Sometimes it cause me confusion, fatigue and stress. This area drags me to failure. A failure where Im stuck, can't even move a step ahead. But I finally realized there is some distinctions in my head. Why feel so bad about myself? I know what i did it doesn't hurt anyone. But i kept thinking what people will think about me? Thats the source of all source that make my life down to the roots.

So through out these days. What am I to you? And what are you to me?
What are you to me, is you reflect my rays. And i can tell that your reflected ray is actually myself. You got me? I hope so. I don't know how to describe what I want to share really for now, so i make up examples. And I hope my words didn't jumbled up.If it is, there's something bad in my english.

Ill write when i something extra-ordinary crossed my mind
And, I love you.

Something Suddenly Came Up

2009-09-04T23:27:00.001+08:00

Book
Heyy. Credits From A Book That I Read Which Really Inspires Me. All Of The Books Ive Read So Far Was Story Book, Novels And Science Fiction. But This Particular Book I Read Is Very, Outstanding Yet Gave Me An Ability To See Other Ways Of Approaching My Expereience.The Tittle Is Meditations to Heal Your Life. I Wonder What Kind Of This Book Will Give Us Benefits. Well So Far As I Read This Book, Nothing Actually Opens Up My Mind But When Come Across Experience Such As Love, Vitality And Affinity. I Noticed Something Which Ive Never Ever Noticed Before. The Experience Of True Love With Your Love Ones Suddenly Live In My Body. Without Ever Trying To Really Get Present About What Im Doing. Its came Naturally.

I Do Really Care About My Love Ones, My Mom, Sisters, And My Father. Which Ive Been With Them Always For Many Years Which I Had Never Noticed Before. It Is Like When You Put On Your Sunglass, Blue Tinted, As You Walk Around With It, You Wouldnt Notice That All The Things You See Is Filtered By The Color Blue. Cause Youre Just Happy Living Your Life Without Even Notice Something/Someone That You Really Love Didnt Show Up. Honestly, I Dont Know What To Share Today. I Just Wrote What Came Across My Mind, So Sorry For The Bad Story Lining.

Music
Oh Really, I Love Musics, All Kinds. As Long That The Song Sounds Nice To Me. Im Willing To Share About What Kind Of Music I Hear When Im Bored, Alone Or Stressed. Feel Free To Search 'Yanni' At YouTube. I Hope Youll Like It. Oh, The Music Youre Hearing Currently Is Canon D Which Also Known Is Pacheball Cannon Rock In D. Musics That Really Makes My Mind Calm And Bring Me To The World Of Emptyness For A Moment. In This World Of Emptyness, I Didnt Even Notice What Im Doing, The Moment Which You Didnt Think Or See Anything Untill Something Happend That Snaps You Out. Easily Said, Termenong.

So When I Am Happy, And Ready To Move My Body. Any Music Would Do, Especially 'Rock' Not Those Heave Ones. Or Vocal Groups, Groups That Sings A Song Without Any Instruments. How Cool, Search 'Cosmos - Billie Jean' At YouTube. If You Would Like To. Im Just Sharing What I Like :D
I Notice Something, When Im Listening To Any Musics When Im Happy Or Active Or You Know, Jump Around I Didnt Get Present To It. So The Best Way For Me, Sit Alone. Dont Do Anything, Just Listen To That Particular Song And Close Your Eyes And Try To Get Present With It. -Symphonic.

YouTube
Yeah, Earlier I Ask Yall To Search Something On YouTube. Hahaha~ I Can Find Anything In YouTube. I Even Learn From YouTube, Like Keyboards, PC Tricks. Oh, I Get The Passion Of Hearing Symphonic Musics From It. Dunno Why Liaole. Everyday, Confirm Ill Click On The YouTube Tab (Safari)
Not Much About This.

TV
I Dont Really Watch TVs. I Watch When I Happend To Watch, I Didnt Follow Up Any Blockbusters Or Dramas. I Didnt Even Plan To Track A Show In The TV. So If I Happend To Have My Own TV, That TV Will Hate Me. xD

Im Done For Today
This Is Just Spontaneously Written.
Ill Blog When I Blog.

Ideas From Superpok / 'POH'

2009-08-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

Macam dah lame gitu tak blog which i really used to blog in my previous previous dead blog. bahahahaha! i know la i didnt blog awoes, as i said. kalau blog hari2 yg bace korg2 je. xD jk la, takmo amek hatiiiiii.

Aku act. takde idea nak blog ape, since dapat ilham dari superpok or superPOH. bahhahaha. Sway ah kau nye baju instead of Superpok jadi 'POH'. Omg that was so gay. Oh sriously. xD
Lek ah, aku tau la kau harmonise ke-Lime. Kk. Takde link. And comments for faizals blog. lagu lagu kau salute ah, ingat lagi zaman kental2 aku tu dulu. xD Up town girl...

Ever since i start to like always blog, isit? If yes, oh it wont last long i guess. ni semangat 5 minit. I dunno la eh. Hmm. Tak tau lagi ape nak bbl. in this is my inauthentic way of blogging. Or otherwise. bo zhe tao le. nimen kan2 wo de blog liaole ma. wo hen lei. sibei tasia. fei zhang hen lei. wo bo dong chiang hua yii.

Dah lah. Smehkom

2009-08-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

Congratulations.

Wouldn’t It Will Be Great When We Create A Huge Commitment To Compete With Others That Have Been Adapting Their Trademark For Over Many Years And Yet We Have Still Have Much More To Learn And Develop. For Me, That Commitment We Made Is A Huge Step For Us To Bring Forward.

Especially To The Newbies. They Were Such A Lucky Guys To Have With Syabab, Create Them New Possibilities Of Being Confidence To Compete With Others. Our Leaders Had Shown Them The Outlines So That They Can Fill Themselves With Confidence. Although They Are Newbies, Our Leaders Didn’t Hesitate To Let Them Compete In This Particular Competition, That Really Opens Up My Mind That, Our Leaders Can Really Give Them Spirit To Show How They Start And Began To Grow.

As Of The Competition Yesterday, Let Me Tell You So You’ll Have A Rough Idea, Out 15 Participant, Only 8 Of Them Are Juniors, While The Others Are Seniors. Intention Of This, Is To Have That Particular Team (Al-Fityah) To Have Experience With The Senior’s Support. So As Time Goes By, Al-Fityah Would Be On Their Own Presenting The Juniors Of Syabab. Overall, Junior Ke Senior Ke Tetap Satu Hati. Mind That.
So Through Out The Day, We’ve Been Struggling Resisting Our Nervous System, Yet It Keep Persist. Oh, I Hate That Feeling. Hmm… I Think I’m Out Of Words According To This Account. Bahhahaha… Let’s Move On

Dedications From Me To:-

Azhar, Of Course, Without Him We Might Be Just Stay Niche.
Erwin, he’s a great guy. He coach, train, assist us as possible as he could.
Huzaifah… This Guy Once Again Opens Up My Mind That No Matter How New You Are At It It Does Not Have Limits In Something. Well, He Got ‘Khalifah Harapan’ A Great Achievement For Him As He Compete For The First Time, First Song, First To Be Khalifah Of Al-Fityah.
Feeso And Basith, They Made Me Feel Happy And Joyful, When I’m Stress Or Frustrated Along The Way Before We Compete.
Acap Kepala, A Tenor. Taught Me And Some Of The Others To ‘Tenor ‘The Combinations In The Song.
The Juniors That Give Me Trust To Them.
The Supporters, Thanks For Spending The Afternoon/Evening With Us. Especially You, Too Bad You Got To Go Halfyway. ‘Sobs’
Cik ALI!!! That Have Been The Source Of Our Source.

Ok, Previously Was Just Something What I’ve Learn/Get.

Insya’allah

Refer The Post Where Im Talking About My Lazy Ass.:-

Nampakya Bulan Ramadhan Sudah Berhampiran
Tiba Masanya Untuk Melawan Nafsu Diri Kita Sendiri Daripada Perkara Yang Bukan-Bukan
Tiba Masanya Untuk Rapatkan Diri Pada Tuhan Maha Esa
Lakukan Apa Yang Diperintah Lagi-Lagi Di Bulan Yang Mulia.

Memang Aku Ni Manusia Tidak Lengkap Akhlaknya
Aku Tahu Aku Ada Buat Salah Hingga Tak Terkira,
Tapi Asal Maseh Bernafas Lagi Ade Lah Chance Nak Baiki Diri
Sempena Bulan Ramadhan Akan Datang Ni,
Aku Nak Baiki Diri Selama Yang Tuhan Izini.

Aku Tak Pandai Ah Bbl Macam Gini… Nak Step Rhyme Pulak…
So, Overall I Hope I Can Wake Up At ‘Sahor’ Every Single Day Within The Ramadhan.
Sekian, Wassalam

2009-05-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

Last Week Was Fun. We, The Mother Tongue Classmates Went For An Outing. We Spent Almost Half Of Our Day Outside. Since We Planned This Outing, Wan Decided To Put His Altis As Our Transport. Class Ends At 2, We Went To The Esplanade And Chill... Took Photos. Its Fun Though On Weekdays, Not As Many People As The Weekends. Oh, Let Me Introduce You The Cats And Dogs, Wan And Lubi, These Two, I Tell You, Arguing About Small Matters, Deny And Deny And Deny; But They Are Joking Of Cos. They Never End Until They Are Not There Together. Lyn, The Owner Of 450D, Its A Very Good Camera That Produce Beautiful Quality At Any Angle You Snap. Minta Kene Curik Seh. xD

We Had Han's Ice Cream, Partly, Because Wan Is The Only One Buying. So We Rolled. Not Bad, The Ice Cream Is Like Chewy And Very Smooth... Urghh~ Miss That Taste Man. But This Is Not What We Planned. After Chilling Around For Like 2 To 3 Hours I Guess. We're Now Off The Amirah's Grill. Its Near To Masjid Sultan. It's A Muslim Restaurant, But We Went There For Shisha. At That Moment, Now I Know There's A Place To Shisha Near Masjid Sultan Other Than The Bali/Haji/Ophir Lanes. And Its At The Rooftop!!! You Can Say Its Like Rundown, But Hey, Its Like Only The Whole Group Of Us. Yeah, Cause You Need To Book Before You Get There. And It's A Kinda Great View, You Can See Batman Building (Hahaha, Lubi) Or Gothic City, I Dont Know What They Call It Lah. And Ashley, Oh He's A Great Joker La... His Face I Think, They He Talks And Tell The Jokes And Stuff. After We Had Our Fun, We Actually To Call It A Day. Wan Is Dropping Us To The Nearest Train Station, But Heyy.. The Night Is Still Young. So We Off To Pasir Ris Park, Which Is The Nearest For Almost All Of Us (Omg, Thats Far). To eHub Actually, Since Wan Came Out The Idea To Pasir Ris Park, Since The Car Park Road Connecter Is Just Straight Ahead, He Just Shoot Out The Idea And Drive Straight To The Park.

Wan Is Parking The Car Suddenly, Out Of Nothing I Request For Test Drive, Its Like Dark And Very Quiet. So There Should Be No Problem With Drivers Without Licensee. Wohoo!!! From The Back Seat To The Driver Seat! So I Start Driving One Round, Around The Car Park. Its Fun Man Driving! Hahahaha. Ashley Then Demand "Eh2, I Wanna Try Sa!" So Its His Turn, Oh My Good We Had A Jerking One Round Journey. xD Its Fun! We Just Breath The Air, Walking Trough The Track In The Park. Chill Around... Not Much Happened In The Park, We Just Talk And Talk. The Girls We're So Freaked Out, Takot Hantu. ZzzZzz. That's Normal. Oh Shit! I Miss The Jokes In The Car Man!!! Oh My, Wan Is A Really Bad Driver, As In Directions. Kecoh2 Giler, And The Cat And Dog Still Fighting For Themselves, Funny I Tell You. We Talk Like A Nigger In The Car... Oh, I Missed Alot Sia About The Scene In The Car. Farah, Farah, That Joker... Shes Really Funny Man, Her Laughter Is Contagious. Cannot Make It Dok. Haiii...

So Overall, I had A Great Time, Kenangan Siot.
Next Time, Maybe I Write About Bowling, Not Bad For A Quarter Day Outing.
If You Reading Until This, Im Glad. See Ya Guys~!

EXTRA links. Maybe useful.

2009-04-30T20:05:00.004+08:00

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It Is Not That I Am Back

2009-04-28T22:21:00.004+08:00

Original 30/4/09 post

So How Is It Going??? Ever since I Start To Woke Up Late, And Late For School For 1 Month. My Mom Has A Little Feeling That Lost Trust On Me. Oh Come On Mom, Im Just Few Minutes Late. Yeah, Every Child Say That. But The Thing Is, Did I Ever Realize That?

For Thirty Days Straight, My Ass Is F'in Heavy To Get Up. I Realize That When My Friend Told Me Why Am I Late Every Time? Tak Ke Bengap Aku Ni Baru Nak Sedar. xD

So, Alarm Clock Recurring, Yet It Doesn't Work. I Always Wanted To Wake Up Early. Haha, Talk Is Cheap. I Once Wake Up At 715, Nice Timing To Be Ready, But The Latest Time Is 730 Which I Need To Rush. Alaaah, 715 Pe. Agi 15 Minit Ah... 15 Minuites Later Lead To 1 Hour. So, Its 815. Oh Thats Terrible I Tell You~. So Without Hesitate, I Just Ask 3 Of My Friends To Call Me At 7. Should I Mention? The 1st Person Doesn't Work. The 2nd And Third Partly Doesn't Work. But I Did Wake Up At 7 And This Time Really I Get My Ass Up. What Really Works That Makes Me Wake Up Early. Its Just Myself. Its The Brain. I Say This Because, I Sleep After Those Three Fellows Call I Answer. Den Tibe2 Je Tebangon Mcm Monyet Tros Masok Tandas.

So The Thing That I Realize, The Calls Or Alarm Just To REMIND You To Wake Up. Its Yourself Who Wake You Up. Get It Not?

So, How Is It Going? I Partly Dont Know Yet.

I Share This Shit Cause Its Unhealthy Routine. Sampai Besa Kau Lambat. Lambat Lambat Lambat, Asal Kamel Je Lambat.

I Just Try To Keep My Mind Set Up.

If You Reading Untill Here, Im Glad. Well, Thats All I Can Share Today.

See Ya When I See Ya~

/original 30/4/09 post
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Wats Up Guys?!
I Know, I Know, My Previous Blog, Which I Already Delete It Is Kinda Dead. Well It Is Dead. Sorry Cause I Didn't Have Time To Update Or Whatsoever. I Dunno Why I Didn't Bother About It. So, Although This New Account Or Blog I Made. Im Not Going To Post Like Every Week Or Every Day. I Just Write When I Have Something Interesting To Share With. I Write When I Have Some Ideas About Things That I Would Like To Talk About.

VERY VERY SORRY GUYS FOR THE DEAD PREVIOUS BLOG

Ohk, Here We Go, A Little Something About Me. Since I Left Aljunied. Lots Of Things Had Change In My Routine. Tottally New Path Of Life And The Lights Were So Bright That I Can Overlook Anything I Want To. However, I Hope The Me That You Know Is The Same Me. You Know, "Hey!! Long Time No See!!! Ure Different!!" Yeah Yeah, I Know... But Hey, Just Forget Of What Am I. Just Look At Me As The Same Person, Good Or Bad Its Up To You. Well, Situation; I Feel Very Uncomfortable When Im Typing, Dah Lame Dok Tak Type2 Ni Sume, I Tell You~ xD

Darn, It Is Almost 11. Id Better Go. So, See Ya When I See Ya!