When I start to sense failure in any parts of my life I've gone through, I used to blame others, I used to avoid facing the problems I had. I had this phrase in my mind 'Little things leads you to bigger things, therefore little parts of you eventually be the largest matter in your life.' There are many words to describe this. So I begin to see new context now, approach experience in a new level of humanity. I used to to be self-centered and bigoted.

Thanks to the commitment that my sister took on, she who made our whole family a new light in our home. Without her, maybe... I shouldn't say because It implies my whole family. In the past, I do have a lot of freedom in terms of time. I got to do many things in a day, except the day when I play DotA lor. As for now, I discovered freedom in a new way, a way which every individual walk through, they are speechless. This is to be general.

Lets get back to what i did recently. I always missed Subuh and Asar. Thanks eh DotA. So, there I go. I blame DotA. Its just me who had been a lazy bastard to get my ass off the chair, and out of 24 hours, it only took like 5 minutes? Or even less. As a wise man said, 'Leave that which makes you doubt for that which does not make you doubt'. I as a Muslim shouldn't lie to myself and others. Though man can not be perfect, hence fight for perfectness even though the imperfect in you keeps recurring. And Thanks to Razi's post on the October 11th which really inspires me. It is worth reading even though its long. Really long one. This is the best I could write authentically.