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Saturday, November 28, 2009 11:52 PM
Siape nak tengok Doorlight,
Torlight ape ape light lah.
--- LINK HUNTERS! SCROLL DOWN TO NOVEMBER 26---

Sumpah korang gerek plus biol, lagi2 Hanis, mati2 ingatkan shooting star, check2 burong.
Bengap~ Happy sangat eh nampak shooting star first time.
Hanis - "Eh shooting star!"
Hanis - "Asal macam lame gitu? Tadinye skejap je"
Aku - "Tu burong la bongkok!"
Abeh ketawe dengan muke die yg dah paisey nak cover2.
Oh sumpah kekek.

Pastu message orang panjang-panjang ade plan besok gini2
"......kol 2... Wansey gina tokoh, pahbuey toh" (panjang lagi)
Ape kau berbual, belom tanyer belom message macam dah plan gitu abeh tokoh toh ape bang?
Aku melayu la... Bukan mcm Max, betol tak bro?? *haha,insidejoke

And don't forget the couples. diorang serious je muke all the time. Skali same jugak biol...
"Eh 7 December nak tengok torlight?"
"Torlight, Torlight" dengan sarcastic se-sarcastic-sarcasticnyer.
"Twilight lah"
Beh muke tros priceless. Ya allah. Lame-lame, perut aku melatop jugak tau nggak?

Alhamdulillah, my first job is really great. We laugh, laugh and laugh. With all the pre-forty winks faces. Since  we only had 30 minutes break. I spent almost 20 minutes on eating. But got one day I ate like for only 10 minutes? Phewh, either that food was marvelous or I'm hungry or I cant wait to...

"We live a day advanced" - Kamal
'Laughing' trying to get what he's trying to say. - 0745 walking to the bus stop


Macam-macam bongkok
pe'el-pe'el budak Dunmax
Betol tak bro?



Thursday, November 26, 2009 9:29 AM
For the first time in 16 years. I was just lying down at the basketball court, around 2a.m.
I've been thinking of you, worried about you. Sheit, I can't believe I said that to you. I just don't know what am I going to do. Should I let time overcome this issue? Maybe, Im just still weak and don't deserve to know?
Im just useless..

I literally saw a shooting star. It describes a lot.

I would want to hear your rants
maybe I can help again...









Congratulations! You found the hidden so called updates by me.
Don’t forget to email me the ‘secret phrase’ to berlime@live.com

Let me tell you how I start knowing all these PC stuffs.
At the age of 7. I started to play Age of Empires with my sisters; both of them were pro’s;
It is a strategic game and it requires speed. It’s an online game. So you play with other people around the world.
At that time, internet is for me to play games online. I don’t bother the web browser.
One day, my sister introduced me to hotmail. I was like ‘ What is that??’ So she explained to me everything about hotmail.
I wonder what would a 7 years old need an email account.
She said that, in order to play online games you need emails to create an account.
‘Kamel asek pakai account Kinah je, kalau Kinah takde macam mana nak tau password?’
So I eventually create an account it is revenge_tono@hotmail.com. Sounds funny ae?
Cos it’s recommended by the web.
I don’t know if that account still exist.

After months playing Age of Empires. I learn how to use the web browser since I create my 1st email account.
You don’t have ‘Windows Live Mail’in the year 2000.
So the only way is the web browser.  From there I discovered ‘Habbo Hotel’ also an online game.
I don’t know how to explain it.
I was 12 years old. Months later, I know how to use the web browser. Isn’t that fun??? “-.=
I learnt about Javascript. HTML’s and so forth.

I discover YouTube and Google and eventually Blogger when I was 12.
I keep changing accounts, creating new emails, if not
I would be loyal to those three sites.
My first blog URL was ‘kamil-muhammad.blogspot’ HAHA! I keep posting; until I discover ‘Who the hell is reading ???’
That is why at some point I stop blogging for months. Almost a year. That’s why I did this ‘Link Hunting’.
 Blogger is getting boring. But thank god gave an idea.
Well, this thing might be not interesting at all for me to share.
But yeah… At least something about me ae? xD

Don’t forget to hunt for the next link! Good luck!

The following is a bonus:- (May vary at different link)
Secret Phrase: ‘Can you remember how you start doing things?’
HERE’s a note.
Share me a short story of how you start doing things through my email. For example, how do you start playing guitar?
Place the secret phrase as a Subject. And share to me about something on how you start doing things.
Appreciation token will be given to the first person.

*Prizes may vary
*This part of the content will be delete in 7 days after the second link code is posted.


Link Hunting contents were under the rights on 2009© Kamel Berlime.
Contact me for more details to collect the prize.



Tuesday, November 24, 2009 12:28 PM
Mot... Oooooo Mot.
Mot~ Oi Comot,comoooot!!!
Ah ye ape die???


Good Morning!
Heyy!! Had your breakfast???


But now,
Good Morning!
yeah, morning...


Since smelling chocolate/coffee/tea for 12 hours. My night turns into a busy night. From 8pm to 8am.
Lucky I have my Mom and Dad, Sakinah and definitely Rakeen. He cried when Im off. Awww... Oh! And also my XP that makes my mouse berdaki, eeee. k bedek. My friends at work should I say colleague? What ever. sume dah mabok malam. 
Sampai
'Words speak louder than action'
'One week 14 days'
'Nanti aku campak daripade bawah block gi atas baru tau'
biskot rendam jadi 'badak rendam'
ade lagi naek escalator gi between escalator, Harry Potter eh?


There is more of stupid phrases from us. 
Eh, penat ah. Bye. Sorry ahhhhh


im really booring
when I didn't get to hear you
wo ai ni, wo de pen yeo





Sunday, November 22, 2009 3:33 AM
Short and sincere

T
hank you Kamal.
-Didn't know its you I've bleed out to.

Goodbye Adila.
-Thought me about friendship.

Thanks Suria
-Thought me how precious patience is.

Love you Mom
-Gave me trust

Love you Dad
-You turned a new leaf.

Ive cried enough.
At last. I
Thank you girl.
Ive learnt a lot.




Saturday, November 21, 2009 10:32 AM
This post is really gonna make you think.
If not, its okay. Don't worry, overall, its just something from me.

Tell her she's too late. 3 years late, want me include this year? Fine, its 4 years.
This is personally for her. I've waited long and at one moment I realized how small the game Im playing. There's a world out there for me and also for You. I do this for your own good my own good too. I don't make choices where it's only good for me. So tell her, I missed her, Yes. If she says she's still love me? What's her commitment? What's her action? For me it's just waiting.
Maybe im boldly WRONG about this. Tell me if I'm wrong. Please.

this is gonna be totally distinct about what I typed above okay?
I may be harsh and nasty. And here it comes. True! I always said I don't believe in any relationships, I don't know how should I say so let me explain.

Korang mataer, korang betol-betol cinta antara satu same lain. Betol tak? Korang takle deny how much you love your her/him. Tapi bile korang dah break. Apesal? Ok, fine, die atau kau buat hal. Tapi korang maseh betol-betol love each other kan? Korang binget stakat die atau kau buat hal. Eh, hidop ade turon naek lah. Kalau kau hidop bahagie all the way, tak ya hidop, jadi deep-sea-creature sudah merantau seluroh dunia pat laot pastu mati. Tak lah oi, hidop ni untok kenal diri kau. Process nak kenal diri kau, ni lah die... breakdown in life and breakthroughs in life.

Dude, that was an example. What do you think about what I write is right. Its you who decide how you want listen to people. I was really inspired by my boss, so called. He's far more worst. I try to accept things that harsh like a dagger stabbed in your heart and twist it. His harshness like kutok orang, maki orang, betol-betol memang sakit hati. But he actually make us show a great example, he is beyond extra-ordinary person.
Its just how you LISTEN.

What's the source of mad? Fear.
What's the source of fear?
Figure that out.

Its actually how I listen.
I've touched my self.
A friend had touched himself/herself.
Its just how we listen.



9:53 AM
Agreed and admit
Please get that perceptions, opinions and views are not necessarily always the truth.

What's the truth may even be hidden from my view. It's wise to make doubtful claims, remarks or opinions cleared. One man's view will never be exactly the same as another man's view...

Perceptions may make each other's view occurs to be the same or to be in total disalignment..but the truth only belongs to the rightful owner to which they truly belong to. Usually well hidden and masked underneath a smile, a laughter or even in moments of silence.

Be always caring enough to find out the truth of the unspoken and it will always gives an accurate picture on any actions that's often easier perceived than sought.

It's just amazing how anyone could make a bold guess about how I truely feel, what matters to me most and what worries me most....bold guess indeed but many times not so accurate. It's like attempting to hit a bulls eye that's never possible to hit because it lies in the heart only known and make known to anyone who has the interest to know what I am all about. Very seldom I would even want to have a conversation about how inaccurate they've been because I got that being right about myself is no longer what I sought out to do.

Even to the most insensitive, I would not have it run my life because perceptions are not necessarily the truth. Do u get that? :D It is in fact a good news that happens only if you are really clear about yourself and who you really are. Having split personalities will not help in identifying who I really am. So I am glad to know at this point of time who I am and who I am not. At the same time it does not stop me from venturing what other possibilities I could also be..so it's like living in an open space that enables me to pick and choose freely the varieties of options in this universe and making choices not determined by external recommendations, reasons or opinions.

I do most sharings in my blogs and sometimes my notes...seldom do I talk about myself because most of the times when I talk it's only to either to make a difference immediately, socialise and to be listening to others speaking. Used to talk about myself a lot..but lately I love to hear and listen. It's actually very very eye opening to listen intently to another person. I'd most often experienced connectedness, empathy and love. Last time it's always, " Ok are u done yet? Now my turn to talk..I want to talk..coz what I've to say is much more interesting than what you have to say." Yup that was me. x)

So during my leisure time like this, I take this opportunity to share about myself and what's been in my head at any random moment.

Try it on. Listen and quit talking too much for a day and experience it yourself. As there's a saying somewhere that "Human beings never truely listen." :) 



midNight break was fun!
Even its just few seconds. Haha!
Missed my routine.



Thursday, November 19, 2009 11:11 AM
Im done blogging for the meantime. 
Do text me at 97844188. Identify yourself OR...notimetoentertainyourshits.
Don't call me. You can, see if you can get through. I don't know what's wrong with my phone.
1.2k for 20days. Siape tak nak?
I try my best to sort out my schedule to see you. ^^



Monday, November 16, 2009 9:43 PM
Make your XP looks like Vista Ft. Mac.
I took 22 hours for that. Thats why I didnt sleep that long, refer to the post on 6th November; scroll down to the part 'my records so far'. It's partly not an insomnia, its just that I get the hang of it when I change the look for my PC. Its really cool when your normal XP looks like Vista. So I restart the PC, I notice something that the log-in menu still looks like XP the part when you choose the user for that PC. So that took around 8 hours, that time I really know nothing about changing your PC looks, so I Googled, YouTube'ed, Forums and so forth.
Finally, its DONE.

Few months later, dah jelak tengok bende same with applications on the desktop in me PC. So I manage to get rid of those icons on my screen and put it to one side, it's call the 'Object Dock' on a PC.
Look back at Mac, the applications is placed in a row on a so called glass-panel not like a PC. Well forget it if you dont get it. The point is, I manage to make my PC looks like a Mac. And I use Safari instead of Internet Explorer. Safari is just user friendly, no unnecessary toolbars and icons, its just simple. Plainly beautiful. So as Mac. I like Mac, because of its simplicity and its genuine products. For PC? I like it cause you can do more than an Apple.
Ape yang lebihnye? Apple can't do mods like PC

So if you guys concerned how many hours of insomnia i had actually on the 6th November, cos the records says it is based before 5th November where the post itself is 6th November. It is actually 35 hours of insomnia. I wanna try 48 hours. Who wanna join? Hahha!

Copyright © Kamel Berlime's Mass Bowl-Sheit Productions 1993-2009
sorry ah, im bored today, so i talk abt PC
ooo, she rolled my day!



Sunday, November 15, 2009 1:03 AM
PLAIN WITCHiknowlahim'afriendofyourfriend'butnottoallblogowners!!

Here, ive updated.
Omg, my GayPartner really post something open. I actually to used to be like you. Zaman-zaman matrep. I cant deny that but not the fanatic type lah.

Anyways, trying to achieve GOD-LIKE for Slayer - Lina. She's really hot, not in the game, in the movie/video/cinematic/anime what ever.

Im CURRENTLY at Mustaqim's house with Irsyad. Both of them were watching 'Jangan Pandang Blakang Congkak'. Kelaka seram. For me its, kelaka. Arwah Pak Sudir, lol! Remind me someone. Nvm.
So, I try my best not to do draft for this post, i mean i try not to change anything. Haha. Sumpah tak tau ape nak type. Oh, I want to tell you something. Vista sux. Windows 7 sux if your PC is a noob PC. Dude, know things on what you buy. If its yours la, my PC is mine. Vista needs good RAM, graphics cards and bla3. Its to expensive, so ill get XP. Which is the same product, but Vista just makes it looks more nicer, attractive, Hence it needs good graphic card. Im a gamer, jadi sorry lah bbl pasl PC jap. Hahah.

to be continued...
Wow! I see things around me so clear.



Thursday, November 12, 2009 3:37 PM





I achieved beyond GOD-LIKE for
Priestess of The Moon - Mirana Nightsade (POTM)
She's awesome somehow if your accuracy rocks!


Love her Eulene's arrow and Leap to engage or escape in a battle

She's a tactical hero. Lack of nuke abilities, but comes with permanent stun at times. Mirana is very good at engaging with her Moonlight shadow which made your allies invisible for few seconds.

dude, this is DotA anyways.
like a friend saiid "kau hidop mati DotA je"
I spent like half day on DotA. Almost everyday. Omg



Tuesday, November 10, 2009 4:42 PM
Tag boards

What is a tag board? Yes, yes, It's for readers to give comments, to say what they want to say regarding to your post or maybe other things. But guys, I put up tag board to know how the traffic is on my blog. I want to know how many of you are reading, how many of you willing to spend few minutes to read my views. If I were to update like everyday, well not close to everyday. How many of you are really reading my updates?

Because if lets say it's just 1/20 are reading, i better not waste my time typing those alphabets that ends up a long one without you guys reading. Hey, blog is for friends to read. Than what? So, please tag so I can know how is the traffic flowing on my blog. Dude, you can even just type 'I read your post'. At least acknowledge me, so I'll write what I want to share. And my blog is completely general, unless for certain situation.

The point is for today is, I really don't know how many of you reading my blog. If there's a few of you, I should write about something that a few of you may want to know. I expect at least 5 of you are reading. And
Im glad.

i didn't mean to offend anyone guys
this is for your info, why I am 'A Lazy Blogger'
Cos there's no readers. If there is, like only one?
*Life is easier than you thought. REALLY



Sunday, November 08, 2009 6:47 PM
Imsorry,itsjustthatmynegativethoughtsrunoverme.
Sowhateversheitidid,imtotallysorryItoldmygaypartner,thatimreallysensitiveattimes, imeanlikeibumpintoconclusionssofastwhitouteventhinktwiceorsewaktudengannyer.

my space button doesn't work for that.
babe, that was really... touched?



Friday, November 06, 2009 5:16 AM
Hi there, before you guys start reading, be sure that you already sleep for at least 9 hours. This are the recommendations so that my reader will not waste their time reading this:

1. Maximize your browser
2. Do not multi-task.
3. Prepare a small piece of paper, pen and calculator.
4. Have at list a packet of tissue paper, sweets and a drink. To avoid unnecessary breaks.
5. Turn on a music song (there's a music already)
6. Keep reading continuously, no stops. Unless to reread.
7. Do not skip any part. Unless allow to do so.
8. Tag with "Your-name" and add '35/48' beside your name and tell me watcha say about this post.

Requirements, some phrase makes you think out of the box. So please, don't bump into conclusions so fast. All the best.
*Some of the above are craps. indeed, its all unnecessary

How many words do you take
To describe 35 Hours of your life?
(doesn't matter, the title is '35/48 hours')

I wake up at 4p.m on Tuesday. Yes, 4 p.m.. Cos I slept at 4a.m in the morning? But I had 12 hours of sleep. Should be enough. Well, I don't know what's happening to me. So went Bugis to meet Kakies or Kakis or whatever you spell it, lol. Learnt new word, meaning friends.
So yeah, refer to my post on Tuesday, 3rd Nov. Met my DotA friends at TS. I went there to pay my 'hutang' yeah! $169 more, from $500.


Let me tell you something, you may skip this part if ya want to, cause ill be talking about. Haha! read it if ya wanna know. I missed my Tambo so much. I love her, she's chubby and she makes resonant sound. Its nice, but she can't go solo. She's just making beats more, erm, nice? I don't know how to say. But yeah, she's outstanding and irritating too sometimes and I mean it. Do not mess with her when you are not in the mood it may blow your brain off. Ka-boom. Really. I actually met her at Swee Li, a guitar shop. But I prefer the old one which had for years I guess. And let me tell you a story, I once have a blue Tambo, she's really sexy and she rock. But as time pass by, someone get me a new black Tambo, she sounds much more nicer than the blue one. Oh how I miss her. And I totally forget about the kenangan I had with the blue Tambo, so is this kind of attitude applies in my real life? Watcha say?
-just in case fellas,
Tambo is a tambourine go refer to my post on the 25th October
and i dont know what so chubby about Tambo.
So, yeah. Little something from what I do in Syabab

Okay, lets get back. So reach home at 11p.m I guess and I love Tokoyaki. Ok, no link. Its just that before I reach home, I sat down somewhere and have my Tokoyaki. The day after Tuesday, Wednesday. Combined Humanities, Social Studies was at 8a.m. Around 4a.m - 5a.m, Im hesitating to sleep or not to, cause if I sleep I may be late for the exam, so I choose not to. I planed to sleep after my Social Studies, it ends at 915a.m. Social Studies was tough, issues on the Iraq and Kuwait and I answer like about Iraq and Saddam "-.= Because I don't a sheit about Kuwait. So cycle back home and I had my Tokoyaki, it really pleases me. And you know, the urge of playing DotA or turning the computer on and clicking, typing, head-banging (If your music player is on). Did you realize you do the same thing on the net? I do realize, but its addictive. Its like already a part of my life. My retina's soothing therapy. (thats crap)

Oh ya! and I almost forgot I had Science, Chemistry paper at 1400, I actually didn't sleep, my eye's magnet is the bloody monitor! Oh PC, how unstoppable are you. So lets recap, how many hours I didn't sleep already?

1 = 1 x 2 + 1 x 2 - [1 - (1-1) + 1]
2 = 2 x 2 + 2 x 2 - [2 - (2-1) +1]
Given that nth term is,
n = n x 2 + n x 2 - [n - (n-1)+1]
Find the 6th term. The answer will be the hours I didn't sleep.

So Chemistry paper ends at 1515, it rains. So went to Masjif Ar-Raudah, Its just 1 minute walk away. Yet, my clothes were all soggy.

Dah dekat depan pintu ni, rumah takde orang. And i got no keys. My sis at work, she too got no key, so no point ask her to get here real soon. Mom and Dad was at Redhill, they had a seminar ends at 11p.m. So do you think I get to sleep? And that time is around 1845.
Finally, Mak dengan bapak dah sampai. It was a total relief. Masok rumah, fresh-up. And than I go online. I slept at 3a.m.

You had no idea how boring I waited for my parents'. But lucky theres a low-batt-phone (Well at least something), mosque, and my sister's work place is near. I shall stop here. Sorry if I write unnecessary things about Tambo, Tokoyaki whatever cos I had breakdowns in making a long story.
(You supposed to laugh here, if you don't. You missed something)

My record so far;
Longest sleeping hours: 25hours, 16 Feb 2009.
Longest insomnia hours: 22hours, 26 May 2009.
Longest unconscious (excluding sleeping) hour: 45minutes, 14 March 2008.
*Based before 5th November 2009

its just some multi-genre post,
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Thursday, November 05, 2009 12:25 AM
We may be blood brothers

God knows how much it hurts. Though it was just words they typed. Using my name to surrender themselves in the most sarcasm way. I had a strong inflammation in my heart, deep inside, because they are my friends. Its horrible when your friend... urgh. And guys, when you were talking serious and you keep deny the truth, don't let sarcasm take over. It is a total agony.
I may be wrong here.
And you are the most perfect being ever. and that was sarcastic

DEDICATED TO SOME PEOPLE IN FACEBOOK.
i wont take unnecessary actions to over come this issue,
ill choose patience and let time gradually makes you know how full of sheit
had in you. And it was completely affirm if you wish to listen to me.

To Haasyim;
Thanks for the courage you gave me when we once had this conversation:
Nov, 2008 - still remember
Me: Kau tak takot ke ape org ckp?
Friend: Aku tak kesah, dorg kalau tak percaye tu dorg nyer pasal, aku tau ape aku buat takde menyusah kan dorang.
Haasyim - kau paleng gerek.



Tuesday, November 03, 2009 10:44 PM
God-Like, Unstoppable, Dominating. Rampage!

Im still weak and not a divine for you. I myself have to walk through fire, either I get burn or not. Its up to me how I react to things. Well, just a confession . 'rindu dota and 她 padehal, baru...'

Lets talk about what i did...
Went to Bugis, supposed to meet them at 2pm. Tapi bangun lambat. I woke up at 4p.m. Nice pe. I wasted half a day. Tkpe ah, if i were to wake up early pon bukannyer buat ape. Maen DotA je. xD

the present me comes
when i got nothing to share



Monday, November 02, 2009 6:44 AM
Thank you, Thank you.

Friends, I may coach you, help you, put myself into your shoe when you need me. Things I said that may hurt you, notice if you cry I won't pamper you. Pampering is a total fake a thing to do, for me, pampering is making a person sad feeling much more longer and hardly to last. It may sound weird to you. Its complicated to know my vocabulary of the word 'pamper' occurs to me. Well, not a big deal.

Though, I got that at times Im a nuisance to you. Im being a nuisance to you, is actually to make you realize, to open your mind that you are more than this, I even make a nuisance of myself.

So, how about your loved once, you parents'. They scold you, and you throw tantrum on them. You disagree with them so do I used to. Well actually, many people told you 'parents' are actually cared about you when they angry' but how you graved that phrase in you? They get angry because they scared what will happen to you. They have the fear of losing you. In other words, is how you listen, is how things occurred to you.

lets get back to what i did recently...

I watched the movie 'Love Happens'. Its about a guy who had being hypocrite towards himself, lying beautifully towards people and eventually it cost him love and vitality. He inspires lots of people by the book he wrote, by the seminars he conduct. Yet, he himself didn't complete things in the past, he indeed avoiding his problems. At one moment, things change just because of he gradually realized how fake he can be towards people and himself. Isn't that simple physically?
Watch. I rate 9/10. One missing point? Lack of details of why he walk up the stairs instead of using the elevator and at last he finally use the elevator. For me, maybe to make us think why.

Oh, life... How great you can be,
and how scared am I to face it.
Wo ai ta.



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