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Good Sunday
Sunday, March 24, 2013 8:36 PM
Finally after a long hiatus. I regain my health very well with the help of the nurses while im warded in hospital. Truthfully what I went through is undecribable. One need to go through themself to understand fully what I went trough, scientifically I suffer schizopheria, it's an effect in a brain that causes restlessness and confusions sometimes bad headache. Gosh this is so unlikely to happend. But what's done is done, I have to go through early psychosis treatment by EPIP, a helpful programme to monitor my conducts at home.

While I'm warded I'm supposed to enlist in SPF 12th March but due to my health SPF postponed my enlistment date to June I guessed. What I want to share right now is basically the needs in life. We all need love, caring and also attention. These may cause the depressions I had to the extent that I was brought into the hospital. Sometimes our carelessness can destruct us mentally, problems, work and play also plays a big role. Never judge our problem as the toughest thing to overcome there's a lot more out there suffering much more worse than we do. All we need is gratitude and awareness, self-reflect, my good friend of mine always reminded me to look at ourselves, how is our well being and how are we doing daily. What are our lifestyle? Get healthy, mingle around, stay possitive and never abuse the rights as human or moreover, as a Muslim.

All praises to Allah for my health and well being, Alhamdulillah I was given a chance to live back normally and probably creating a new leaf just from the back of the leaf. What I can do now is focus on my priorities right. Family, friends and play. Never get over excited or hoping for the very best because things might not go as well as planned. Patience is needed too and also the hardwork or the effort we put into things.

Future wise, I have not planned what career to focus on or to maintain monthly income, I just love to drive maybe Ill be driving CEOs around the town if things does not go as what I planned for my future. Marriage is another crucial part, at the age of 25, Insya'allah. Only Allah knows best who is the queen of my heart. Wished that it stays, or it is staying right now but just a slight change and awareness and bare the consequences, previous relationship went haywire and stuffs couldn't solve as usual. I really prayed hard we continue in my entire life. Such a blissful moment. We had.

That's all I could share tonight! Have a great Monday tomorrow!



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