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Sunday, July 11, 2010 5:59 AM
I would love to share this story to all of you. It is something about challenges in life where you face tough decisions  and the choice you made is final. What would you do? Let's start.

Present - (1/8)

6:45 a.m
Simon: Okay dear, im off to work.
Wati: Take care of yourself. Ill be fetching you.

Isn't great when a wife soothes and make her husband feel the love and feel useful everyday?
Simon and Wati, they've been together for one year. Their marriage is sweet and abundant with love and caring. They settled in Malaysia since Singapore taxes and bills is way higher, so they chose to pay bills in ringgits.

Simon is polite, charming, his background makes him a good husband and soon, a father. Simon work as an Engineer in Singapore, so he have to go back home in Malaysia back to back every working day. His pay is very sufficient to support and maintain a simple lifestyle standards. He's committed to take very good care to his wife that have always been the queen for Simon's heart.

Wati, Simon's beautiful wife. Her smile really cool down Simon's stressfulness when he comes home from work. Though Wati's background is quite disappointing, she is lucky to have a husband that take care of her prayers and to be a good Muslimah.


2:30 p.m
Wati: Im in Singapore already, will see you soon.
Simon: Oh dear, I think I can't make it in time, there is still a lot to do as Im responsible for it. It dues tonight.
Wati: What should I do now?
Simon: It's best if you go to your mom's house first then you can come and fetch once Im done.
Wati: Awwwh, alright then. Text me, so I can make a move.
Simon: Im sorry. See you later. :D

Wati is sad as it is hard for herself to fetch Simon from work as she have a house choirs to be done. So as she arrived Singapore, she headed to her mom's house at Chua Chu Kang, not far from Simon's work place before she could fetch Simon up. Time is already 8:00p.m, the time when Simon's should be on his way home, but since he is working over time. He would probably end 10:00p.m or later. It is fine for Wati this time. Usually, Wati didn't wait for Simon to finish work. It had been the third time in their marriage Wati is fetching Simon from work. Though it is unusual and strange for Simon, he feels grateful enough to have someone fetching him especially his dearest wife.

But what bothers in Simon's head. Why would she be in Singapore too early? Simon's work ends at 7:45p.m well it is 10:00p.m or later this time and Wati's already in Singapore at 2:30pm? It always slips Simon's mind to ask why did Wati came in too early when she text at 2:30p.m, as he had no time to have a look on his phone after his lunch break.

To be continued...  (1/8)

Love like there's no tomorrow - Wati
#She once said that. Simon agreed with a blooming smile.

One week before Simon and Wati moved into Malaysia - (2/8)

Fred: Wati?
Wati: Yeah? Wait, is this...
Fred: Whoa! You've grown!

Fred, a friend of Wati. They both know each other since secondary school. Wati bumped into Fred in a coffee shop near her mom's area. It's been years, Wati didn't meet any of her secondary school friends after graduation; until now. So Fred was the first long lost friend found.

Oh they do have histories in secondary school times. Wati screw the relationship with him, because she bumped into conclusion so fast and fall for rumors which is actually not who Fred was. In other words, Fred was dumped, ignored.

Fred is now waiting for the approval from some university in Canada. He's brilliant, incomparable.
Fred have a small intention to make Wati feel regret big time of she dumping him. Look at Fred right now.
Too late Wati, you're married.
But they didn't talk about the past even though their heads is totally thinking about the past.

Fred: I could hang out at your home one day since I got a lot of free time.
Wati: Oh sure, home is just nice for visitors.
Fred: Great! Been waiting for this.
Wati: So do I...

So they exchange phone numbers as their conversation goes on.

Let's see now. What is in Wati's mind? She's married and yet she treat Fred as if she's not. Plus, Wati didn't even told Fred that she's married. Wati is filled with her past. She probably try to get Fred back. Who she really loves? Simon? If yes, she should have told Fred EVERYTHING. But no, Wati did not.

Because I don't know how to arrange my story line... (2/8)

One week before Simon and Wati moved to Malaysia; Second Part, kantoi. (3/8)

Meanwhile, Simon is busy looking for a suitable job for his career. As he loves to develop new creations out of his talented peace of work, that kind of job is hard to surf through.

Simon: Be at aunt's house tonight..
Wati: Oh dear, I choose to stay with mom...

That conversation is repeated quite frequently. Wati is tired to go to her aunt's house before getting a proper house in Malaysia, so she chose to stay with her mom; as her reason. Simon, started to smell something fishy, this time it's a real feeling that makes him uneasy and uncomfortable. Wati didn't convince him enough as her tone through the phone is totally suspicious. One of a kind. A kind that makes Simon feel miserable and disturbed. Again, Simon did not doubt to be positive and stay calm.

Last few years back, ( Secondary One )
Simon: Bro, let's kick some balls.
Fred: Oh stop it, that was primary dude, what do you expect?
Simon: Hahahahaha!!! It bothers me every time we met.

Simon and Fred, knew each other. They had been great friends until Fred had to move to Canada and settled there for good.
That was years few back, Simon and Wati were just normal friends back then.
Okay, pause, flash back. Wati didn't told Fred anything about their marriage right? One week before they moved. Right? Oi, betol tak? Tak paham eh? Alamak sorry ah tak pandai susun ah mane nak cerite dulu. OK. So yeah, abeh si Wati ni terserempak ngn Fred abeh Wati tak bilang each other nye relationship status, sebagai seorang Wanita atau Isteri, harus lah memberi tahu sama ada sudah berpacaran atau tidak untuk mengelakkan sebarang kejadian yang tidak diingini. Lebih-lebih lagi usia sudah jejak dewasa. Harus lah memberi tahu apa yang telah terjadi selama ini. Setuju?Fred ni dulu ade cerite dgn si Wati, abeh pasal Fred ni macam dah laen gitu, macam dah tak ade hati gitu terhadap Wati, so she so called dumped her. On the other hand, Fred is had problems with his family, financial and some personal issues. Fred even tried to ask her out, to explain everything face to face that Fred was stress due to the issues mentioned. Sadly, Wati didn't hesitate to say NO to Fred's invitation. So sekarang? Tengok Fred, dah nak Master Cert. pat Canada. Itu lah Wati, tak bersyukur kan dah menyesal. And yes, she really menyesal. Now it's too late... Ok dah sambung. Aku nak rehat. Cheh. Penat doh bebual formal. Yeke formal? Lianchsdsdsdszsxs lah. xD K dah. Eh jap, and yeah, Wati kenal Fred, tapi Wati tak tau yang Fred pon pernah rapat dengan Simon. Begitu juga dengan Simon, Simon kenal Fred, tapi Simon tak tau yang dulu Wati dengan Fred ade cerite. Abeh Fred? FRED TAK TAHU APE². He knows nothing.  
So that was a little background of Simon and Fred, that tells that they knew each other before.

Simon: dials*
Operator: Sorry, the number is not available at a moment, please call again later.


Simon tried to reach Wati, he called her mom's house, her phone but to no avail. It was 11:00pm, Simon was at aunt's house trying to get through Wati OR at least her mom, to know how's Wati over there. This really made Simon's heart pumping real fast.

So this was One week before Simon and Wati moved to Malaysia... (3/8)

Ya Allah, adakah ini balasan waktu ku lalai? (4/8)

Fred: ... It's within the loophole! Gosh, how is it still in my head?!
Wati: Cut the crap, dude. So are you coming?
Fred:  Oh yeah, ill be by your veranda.
Wati: Alright, see you!
*hangs up

Fred and Wati met each other quite regularly since they exchange numbers
 The road's quite dark, and It is a small three story house. Time is 2144.

doorbell rings*
Wati: Sweet!
Fred: Give me a tour! Mine is just three pathetic rooms.

Meanwhile, Simon is busy planning to enhance the new house at Malaysia, since it has quite a mess as the alignment of electricity through out the house it is not enough and devices may not be suitable. Ah, engineers. He's really particular in electric appliance.
Simon try to stay calm, he is doing so much work alone. He needs someone, too bad, Simon can't reach Wati. It's already five day straight Simon can't get through Wati, his job is dominating his free time. Simon's schedule is packed. No other minute to rest besides lunch, dinner and necessary short breaks. Surviving in work life is testing his patience more than he ever thinks.

Five days straight of silence is madness in a high-technology era especially for a degree holder in Quantum Electronics. This is terrible for him. He doesn't deserve this situation. His negatives thoughts start to pound his heart and mind very hard, like a moment when human face seconds to death. Patience has fail to make him calm or to just forget about it. Yet, the rapid frequency is overtaking everything, all his cells and molecules in his body is dying, brain is sick of everything. He collapse, his body demanding for it as his haemogoblin rate is drastically decreasing.

He then start to figure out what's wrong, is he doing too much work? Or rather too much thinking of his dearest wife. The moment his body's leaning backwards, a flashback has come to vision, his subconscious mind displays clearly as the momentum occurs.
Could it be what Simon did back in the past where life has no limit back in his pre-adulthood life. He accepts that. The lesson is now. Seconds before he hits the ground, things go dark for him.

Humans are great beings that can detect something is not right... (4/8)



Friday, July 09, 2010 12:22 PM
Sarcasm Wooo!

Good day dudes and dudettes!

It's finally Friday! That means, tomorrow is Saturday!!! OuhhhYEAH
Gonna catch Mega Perdana 2010.
All the best and good luck in the competition.
Gonna be mega-casual. AINK!

Nothing went much few days back. Just slack at home. Chillin' my ass smoking and flying. x)
I only attend for physics this week. YES. I came to school today. At LAST! She said. HAHA.
If I were to lay back at home today; I don't know what to say.

Failures are finger posts on road to achievement  - C.S Lewis
So come on Ms and Mr Oh-I'm-Not-Good-At-This-Or-That wake up, asses! Oh yeah you guys gonna make it this year and make 2010 the best year of your entire life. So we can shake'or body at new year's eve. (!!!) XD

Well Well, I met an interesting girl this early 2010. She's really INTERESTING. Come on, give what you have. I want to learn how you dominate people and being righteous for yourself. Don't be cynical pretty please. =D

Whoa, not so fast. Don't read that with the wrong tone okay folks? :D

Till the next greeting guys.
Oh please do call/text me if you guys have plans.
My number is 978-HELL-IM-NOT-GONNA-TELL.
*reminds me of one guy at FB. free2 kasi number. tak bagus tau. xP



Tuesday, July 06, 2010 2:48 PM
2hr MATHS? FTW

Good afternoon!

Yes I skipped school. My lazy ass simply can't get me up. Oh gosh I think I have some mindset problem.
Come on Camel, you nut head! Be Mr. Positive!  x)

So tomorrow's oral. Are you prepared yet? NO
So how you're gonna face it? Spontaneously?
Aiyah, I don't know what's wrong with me.
Been so lazy to read up stuffs and do revisions.
Any Ms. Motivator there? Cheh, nak Ms je aku eh? AINK!

Lepas maghrib siape nak ikut gi Sheng Siong?
Nak masak untuk Rakeen ah, die balek this Friday.

Alright, stay tuned. I try my best to post more frequent. Chiao.



Sunday, July 04, 2010 8:15 PM
Hello! Yes yes I know, I know. It stinks here... Sorry lah yang tak stink. xD

First of all, oral for Malay is on the freaking 7th lah! OH NO LAH! I heard that they gonna ask us about what's happening dalam ehwal semasa, and I'm not prepared yet, are you? Hmm. Let time decides for us.

Secondly, June was terrible though I had fun. Many things came in my mind, the good and the bad stuffs. Oh how much I hate you right now. After all, I bet 2010's gonna end with blooming faces. Wish us luck~

Thirdly, I won't give up easily on something that have been giving me impacts in life. Oh how much I loved you. The phrase 'cold shoulder' sucks big time, furthermore, other people's interpretation about what's better or what's good, blah blah blah, oh bullshit. So I am not gonna listen to you since I have a strong believe that it's worth the wait. To be general.

Lastly, O level. I don't want my dreams to 'kaput', gone. O Allah, forgive my sins, make my home accommodating and grant me abundance in my life.

Till next time.



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