Dedicated to friends. Especially the person that struck me lor.. xD
Monday, October 19, 2009 11:32 PM
I just realized something today. Life is spacious, the world is huge. So depends on what game are you playing. I should use the term 'I'. If i choose to play the small game with small risk and small success, its a whole waste. But its feel good to stay small. With small space of freedom. Thats what i do not wish to posses
In other approaches, I choose to play a big game. This required patience, integrity towards myself and others. Sometimes it cause me confusion, fatigue and stress. This area drags me to failure. A failure where Im stuck, can't even move a step ahead. But I finally realized there is some distinctions in my head. Why feel so bad about myself? I know what i did it doesn't hurt anyone. But i kept thinking what people will think about me? Thats the source of all source that make my life down to the roots.
So through out these days. What am I to you? And what are you to me? 
What are you to me, is you reflect my rays. And i can tell that your reflected ray is actually myself. You got me?  I hope so. I don't know how to describe what I want to share really for now, so i make up examples. And I hope my words didn't jumbled up.If it is, there's something bad in my english. 
Ill write when i something extra-ordinary crossed my mindAnd, I love you.