To a friend that i never expected to be what we are
Sunday, October 25, 2009 2:33 AM
Who am I to you. Well you are just my friend. Oh yea... We do talk like blood brothers/sisters. And you rock!
Sad, you got high hopes on me without letting me know. So when things you expected from me didn't show up or things that goes the other way round and you go 
MAD.
Sad; Too. I didn't tell you what I felt about you friend. You are just irritating. Or if Im wrong. I don't know why I dislike you.
But now, I cleared all the thoughts In my mind about you my friend, what ever sheit I did to you or you did to me, It's all done. Can't be undo. But it can be dragged to who am I or you are now... And I gave that up.So we're clear. I may still have the bad-thoughts-of-you, but it no longer controls our relationship as a friend. Its me who decide who you are. &You rock!
Im sorry and I forgive youwe humans have breakdowns to get into success