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Monday, January 11, 2010 11:10 PM
It's done and It's a new path

Happy New Year. *Laughs*
It is okay I didn't get any new year wish or even birthday wish.
It's just so typical and common too, it is just celebrating an anniversary or something.
Everybody does that right?
To me, everyday is a celebration...
Even a failure is a celebration too.
Why?

Let me share something. I just experience failure minutes ago.
What I've been thinking in that moment is about what I did in the past;
like not studying hard, playing around stuffs like that.
Thinking about failure I just had was just so hilarious, some people even cry, some even really felt down.
I bet you, that won't last forever. It just take time.
Since I know I will overcome it one day. Why don't I make up my mind to bring that 'one day' today?
Well, it's over, REALLY. I've said this to my friends a lot of time, yet it keeps recurring in themselves.
That's me too. So I create something, I create something that enlightens my up. No one could, except myself.
No point seeking people's attention to calm me down, eventually it's myself who made myself feel better.

So what I did was being total present. Things in the past would remain in the past.
I've set a Firewall in my brain to block the Backup Files applications.
Through out the process, it is very hard to get over it. But I told myself;
'Yes it is hard, but that does not mean you can't do it.'
Again I asked myself; 'What is 'It is Hard' occurs to you like?'
My brain start to surf around and I found it in a 'Reasons and Complaints' folder.
Get it? It's okay. What Im trying to say is, those were just reasons.
It is just a complaint I made for myself and if it is, it lives in me that things are 'hard'.
Kinda challenging to over come some hard moments ae?

I sort things out, really thinking of what am I going to do next,
I can't stay back and keep thinking about bad results.
I have to anyway move forward and continue to pursue my dreams,
it won't be great right if you had your dream 'KAPUT', gone. Ain't it?
So Ive decide to not try to score better,
Ive instead decide to actually put a commitment in it.
It is not trying. It's really doing it and go for it.
For me, trying is just a pathetic term, because you'll gonna have a choice to succeed or retain.
I won't let the word 'failure' live in me while I am pursuing my dreams and goals.
So what Im saying was, I can't let myself to fail again in my O levels.

Wish me luck.
Don't you wanna have your dream to come true and though you didn't make it you still want your dreams a reality one day?


2010

I had a really great start this year, January 2010 can't be forgotten.
Everyday is gifted for me, everyday is a celebration.
I always appreciate things had occurred through out the day before I went off to bed,
or I should say I had insomnia. Doesn't matter though.
Thank you friends for enlightened me up.
Thank you for asking how's the results.
Thank you for not letting me down with my bad results.
Can I say thank you like a million times? I would, but it's gonna be copy and paste. Hahaha, lame la.
Sorry guys It's been a long time I didn't update. I had a quite busy week and yet fun too.
Well, till next time!

Can I not lose you?



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